Copyright © 2010 by William R. Mistele. All rights reserved.
The Cosmic Letter C and L-C
formula
Note:
Like my brief essay on the cosmic letter L, this letter C has something to
contribute to my understanding of Bardon’s breathing
exercises. In particular, I am pursuing
the reverse of the C-L cosmic letter formula, namely, the L-C formula.
Note also that I often write from an altered
state of awareness. Sometimes I am just
like you in that when I read what I have written it is like I am reading it for
the first time. I have to think about
the ideas presented in order to make sense of them.
Two Formula Combinations
The
C-L formula that Bardon describes goes right to the feeling of being younger
and sustaining it. It creates youth in
the body. In the C-L formula, one can
work with the C in the astral body and the L in the physical body in various
ways. In this application, the L
produces a great harmony and uplifting in the vitality of the body. The letter C in the astral body backs this
process up with an inner fire in which the elements in the astral body are
constantly seeking to be purified and transformed.
The L-C formula, by contrast, goes to the
power of concentration that condenses energy. It helps one with the breathing exercises by
making them work much more easily.
The L-C formula places the letter L in the
astral body. Here it creates an inner
peace and a wonderful, rich, deep feeling of wonder and wholeness within
oneself. The C on the physical level produces
an intense concentration that is free of distraction or loss of intensity since
it is backed up on the inner planes by the L.
The
cosmic letter C has the note of “D.” The color is vermilion. And the elemental sensations are air and
fire, that is, weightless and hot.
Introduction
As always, the physical level
is best understood as an embodiment of the three inner planes. In order to better understand the letter C in
the formula L-C, I present the letter C on all four planes.
Physical
The
letter C in the physical body is a very intense energy of self-transformation. It produces great will power, great clarity,
and is very uplifting. The person who has
this probably does not need any outside inspiration. There is a powerful Mar’s influence here of
focused will and power.
For example, the fire and vermilion color
are oriented toward will and power. This
is an extremely dynamic and intense power that is focused completely on
transformation of physical matter. It is
very alchemical in that it is an inner fire, a sacred fire of
transformation.
The
letter C basically commands the body to align itself with a higher vibration.
This is similar to the letters CH and W with their emphasis on creating a
spiritual “womb” through which one is reborn and the sense of being in a sacred
emotional space separate from the world. The letter C, however, uses fire and
air rather than water and the violet color of akasha.
Astral
Letter C on the astral is
kind of like, “I stand ready to serve.”
It is a hundred per cent devotion and loyalty. The astral body becomes like that: totally
receptive to taking on the qualities of whatever is required.
This is not the physical body with its
physical matter being transformed. This
is the astral body. It is more like
liquid emotion that then becomes totally receptive, and so, according to
Bardon, able to be impregnated with a quality or idea.
Isn’t this funny? At the risk of offending, I have to say it is
extremely difficult to find an image of a woman who is totally ready and fiery
receptive to receive your energy so that all that exists in her being is her
focused on you. Whereas many men
understand this perfectly: you stand absolutely ready to fulfill your mission
so that your entire being is able to be engaged in any moment on whatever is being
commanded to accomplish.
These two are the exact same receptivity,
totally yin, totally feminine, but it requires very great will. And yet this will exists
to serve and not to serve itself so that ego is no longer present.
The
image I get is like one of the hot springs at Yellowstone National Park. A pool of water looks perfectly clear and
still. But if you drop into it even a
pebble, the entire pool immediately becomes turbulent and boils, rising three
feet in height with raging water. It is
not the turbulence that is significant.
It is its ability to respond from the vastness of its depths.
The idea of absolute devotion does not exist
in our world. And if it did we would
automatically assume that it was blind and fanatical. But this devotion is different. It aligns itself totally to a higher will so
that it takes on the inner qualities and awareness of that will.
It would be like a captain in the army who
understands the thoughts and feeling of everyone in his chain of command right
up to the Joint Chefs of Staff and the president as well. This would be a very intelligent
captain. And in this case this captain
takes whatever mission is given to him and seeks to fulfill it with his entire
being. We could call this superhuman
loyalty in that it molds itself from within to match and blend with whatever
design or will it is assigned to fulfill.
Think about this--the idea of focusing your
entire being on the thing you are pursuing without any ego attached or
intervening. And the entirely of your astral
body becomes aligned to receive something into itself and so to transform in a
total and absolute sense—this is not part of the collective direction of our
global civilization at this time.
Even those whose spirituality is defined by
the word submission—not one of a billion on earth has this degree of inner
receptivity to the divine. They simply
do not have the fiery will power necessary to focus totally in this way. Those who do have the fiery will focus it
outward on the world searching for something to destroy rather than first to
transform themselves.
The idea of self-transformation though
interacting directly with the divine may be present in some of their astral
bodies; but again, the fire aspect of absolute devotion is missing and it is not
in their literature or theology. You
have to go elsewhere seeking an image like a Lancelot in service to a King
Arthur or an Arjuna seeking an absolute weapon from
Shiva in order to grasp the dynamics.
Like me try to say it in
another way again at the risk of offending. I am an amateur photographer who has a global
casting call. I could take a great model, one highly skilled in portraying any
concept required of her in a shoot, and say these words, “I need you to portray
in the microsecond of the shot that you are absolutely receptive, totally ready
to give everything—heart, soul, mind, and body—to whatever is asked of
you.” The model would most likely fall
over laughing. She would do this either
because she thought I was being gross or else because instinctively she knows
that our entire civilization is in service to the ego and not to
self-transformation.
On the other hand, all of the mermaid women
I have ever met know how to do this instantly and they practice it
constantly. They mold and extend their
auras to nurture and transform those around them. Their astral receptivity is nearly
perfect. And in the process, some of
them utilize the oneness they attain with others as an automatic means to
internalize within themselves the qualities of their lovers. But these mermaid
women, technically speaking, do not have the vibration of human souls. They have the vibration of another race of
beings.
Mental
This
is the exact same as the astral except on a mental level. In clairsentience in the mental body, you
sense a feeling or vibration usually outside of yourself. You focus on it. You give it your total attention. And then you understand its qualities,
abilities, powers, and experiences. It
is a vibration you are observing and you bring to bare an encyclopedia of
topics and experiences to decipher the meaning of that vibration.
The energy of the cosmic letter C on the
mental plane is like reverse clairsentience.
Like clairsentience, you sense something outside of or different from
your self. But instead of interpreting
it, you become it. Similar to a
chameleon, you change your appearance, but not your outer skin color. You shape change your vibration to perfectly
match whatever it is that you are focused on.
If you have practiced successfully Bardon’s chapter five mental level,
you are used to projecting your mind as a dot inside of the center of other
things, people, and spirits. When you do
this, being there with your mental body, you get mental impressions so that you
can in effect say, “Oh, this is what it is like to be a grand master of Tai Chi
Chuan or to have the tan tien of an eight Don aikido master. This
is what it is like to be a ruthless dictator or to have the aura and being of a
yogic Swami who is a virtual saint.”
That is child’s play. Do the exercise, you get the results. You do not have to rely on doctrines and
beliefs set up thousands of years ago.
You can make your own first hand observations and draw your own
conclusions.
On the astral level, the letter C is more
feeling. It is about the devotion that
receives something into your self so it is part of you. The astral deals with feeling alive and it
heightens sensory experience. And so it
naturally has a concern with “What does it feel like to unite with this idea or
person.”
On the mental level, the letter C does what
the mind does—it runs simulations, thinks about things, and analyzes
concepts. Here the letter C recreates a
vibration in itself of whatever it is focusing on. It compares and contrasts, regarding its own
vibration and then systematically yet intuitively modifying and changing itself
until it perfectly matches the other vibration.
The C on the astral is like an actor using
method acting to assume the role of a character and to perform convincingly as
that character. The C on the mental is
like a mirror that is perfectly empty and so it can perfectly reflect whatever
appears in front of it. The astral is
working with the emotions and feelings of memories and the dynamic interactions
and subtexts in situations. The mental
is far more detached.
I mention this concept many times in various
essays: The nature of high caliber contemplation is that you put aside all
consciousness of yourself and become the thing you are contemplating. If there is nothing else in your
consciousness but what you are focusing on, then its vibration becomes your
vibration. You are an open and empty
space and something appears within that space.
Its vibration then becomes perfectly clear. And you are one with it without loss or
diminishing of your own consciousness.
In a way, the letter C in the mental body
speaks to the astral body like a coach to a great athlete, like a great
director to a masterful actor, or like a general to his soldiers who would die
for him; it says, “This is what I need from you.” It does not need to speak loud or to shout,
to demand or to command. This is because
it already perfectly embodies the vibration, the awareness, the understanding,
and the experience of what it wishes to bring about.
The mental and the astral
work together like two great lovers or like a master who embodies perfectly the
wisdom of all that has gone before in his lineage.
Akashic
It
is the nature of Divine Providence in the fullness of time to offer every being
without exception the ability to become divine.
To describe this letter it is fair to say that here on the akashic plane
Divine Providence is offering through the letter C the power and the will to
accomplish this.
Or, to put it with a little more humor, those
who seek God’s face would have done well to have a drink of this energy before
starting on their quest. We would be in a different world if the Apostle Paul in
his letter to the Ephesians had said not only to “put on the breastplate of
righteousness” but also “embody the cosmic letter C on the akashic plane.” Then this world would no longer be seen as a
world of sorrow and loss; it would be a divine workshop in which you and the
divine work side by side in transforming first oneself and then the world.
The astral plane goes for the life and
feeling in each moment as it unfolds.
The mental plane has the plan of action, the detachment, the
concentration, and the objectives. The
akashic plane penetrates through space and time. It assumes the point of view not of the mind,
the personality, or the feelings, but of eternity.
The akashic plane awareness is without form
or image, without thought or historical identity. It can express itself through thought,
feelings, or body, but in itself it is boundless and inexhaustible, forever
new, recreating itself and whatever it touches with beauty, wonder, and
love. The great world teachers, though
assuming historical limitations, manage to sustain their akashic awareness
during all hours of the day and through all adversity.
To repeat the opening quote, “It is the
nature of Divine Providence in the fullness of time to offer every being
without exception the ability to become divine.” With the cosmic letter C on
the akashic plane, you sense that you are united to and an expression of Divine
Providence. And you as well, to some
degree, begin to offer the same opportunities to others.
Consequently, when you turn to examining your mental, astral, and physical bodies in terms of the
specific karma attached to each one, it is much easier to plan, feel, and to
renew so as to transform the person that you are. Meditating here, we fully engage the will,
the power, the wonder, the love, and the creativity necessary to accomplish
this.
The Four Planes Emphasizing
the Physical
The
body is seen as a temple in which a sacred fire burns eternal transforming all
who enter. But it is more than
this. The body itself begins to vibrate
with the light of eternity.
If
I wrote like a Sufi poet I might write like this:
Others
do not understand. They say,
Perhaps
he is from some foreign land
They
think maybe I drink too much
They
mistake my bliss and suggest
There
is some woman I secretly kiss
They
mistake my rapture and say,
His
mind is gone
The
goals of this world no longer carry him along.
But
I am not like some Sufi poet drunk on the divine.
Sufi
bliss is not on my list of drinks. I
write more like this:
It
is in your breath and in how you eat
It
is in your thoughts and the way you feel
The
goal is not to leave the world behind
It
is to shine with light divine
Though
no else sees your inner flame
Your
light dissolves darkness
Your
intensity destroys malice
Your
presence alone takes the ordinary
And creates the extraordinary.