Copyright © 2010 by William
R. Mistele. All rights reserved.
Karl, the Master, and the
Undine
“Master!,”
Karl exclaimed.
A shadowy form took shape in the corner of
the room where the curtains between the window and the balcony left the wall
bare. At first a dark haze, then dim
like an oil lamp, it quickly took shape and began to shine brilliant like the
sun until the entire room was wrapped in a soft, warm, golden light.
“I have warned you before,” the master spoke
stern and disapproving, the words struck from the air like notes plucked from a
string base or cello. “Don’t you realize
what you are at risk of losing?”
“But master,” Karl insisted, trying hard not
to retreat, “No other man on earth feels love this deep. Her touch makes me feel complete. Whether I am with her or we are far apart,
the bliss remains the same. She is inside
of me, part of me, one with me. Even as we speak, she hears your voice and mine;
and all the time her love flows through me like a river and surrounds me like
the sea.”
“Karl, Karl, don’t you think I haven’t heard
this all before? I have spoken the same
words of warning to others just like you. And like you, my demands they refuse.
“There is still time. You are still able to choose. The pack is not yet sealed. You can undo this
enchantment if you choose.”
“Master.
I love you so much. You have
taught me wisdom and granted keys to magic beyond the knowledge of this age. But I think in regard to love your wisdom has
something missing. If you could feel what I feel you would know
as I know that love such as this is sacred—it opens doors of the heart that no
key can unlock.”
The master smiled and then nearly cried, “I
see where this is going. But just so
that I am clear beyond all doubt, I’ll say it again: it is her very nature to
fuse with you from within. I’ll grant
you that. Human women can neither compete with nor offer to give pleasure so
deep.
“And there is no question about her motives: her
entire being exists to love. She will
heal you and renew you. Her hands alone
caressing your skin will add twenty years to your life span. You will not age
in outer form; you will always appear as a middle aged man even when all your
other friends have died.
“But access to the deeper mysteries of life
will then be beyond your reach. She
borrows and depends on the fifth element in you, the akasha. And her inner connection to you bends its
light so that like a magic mirror, when you gaze upon it, you can only see her
face; the divine pageantry of the greater universe unfolding will be now beyond
your sight.
“You will lose your appetite for all other
spheres and planes. Her astral domain
will remain, a place of refuge, a home, and a kingdom of the soul; but beyond
the bliss and ecstasy, the rapture and pleasure of her touch, beyond the dreams
of the lakes, rivers, and seas—you will soon enough desire no more than the magic
found within water--to give and to share love with its serene visions and its prophecies
of the past, present, and future. I had
hoped that you ascend to so much more.”
“Master, there is yet one thing your accounting
fails to consider. If I were to imbue her with a human soul, granting her
through magic and with the blessing of spirit the Akashic element, then she
would one day be like me. Together we
shall ascend, loving each other, now and forever.
“This is not a selfish desire. By bringing
her over from the Other Side, even you must admit, a new treasure shall be offered
to mankind. It is true that her love
overshadows me like the leaves of a tree shade the ground beneath from the
sun. It is true that the dreams of the
sea are gradually becoming my dreams so that I only desire to be within her
love and to partake of her divine sensuality.
“But don’t you see? If she is brought over
and a human soul acquires, it is humanity that will be set free. Love such as this has been denied to mankind
since the dawn of time. Not a trace of
it has found breath or words to express it, not from any sage, mage, poet, or
artist in any age.
“This is a moment unlike any other. If I do not diverge from my own path to
perfection, this gift will be lost to mankind.
If she remains, her very presence shall inspire the beginning of a new
age.
“And furthermore, I already have publishers
standing ready to publish her autobiography, groups and assemblies ready to
hear her voice, the songs she sings, to see her dance, and feel the energy with
which she heals.”
The master gives Karl a long, dour look.
Karl goes on, “Have you never visited the
sphere of Uranus?”
“You know I have.”
“Then you know full well there is a time to
keep the keys to the mysteries well hidden and there is a time to reveal new things
to the world. Even as we speak I can
feel her love saturating every cell in my body.
There is nothing that I now am that is also not within and a part of
her.
“But I tell you, this apparent act of
selfishness on my part is one of the few exceptions to all wisdom traditions in
regard to remaining detached. For as you
know also from your journeys to the lunar sphere, the Lords of that sphere
proclaim and make it perfectly clear: In
all of the world, there is no greater treasure to be found than a woman who
loves a man with all of her heart.
“This love is within my grasp. I will not
let it pass. It will last. And when I
die the world I leave behind will be forever changed. Mankind will never be the
same. The reason is that henceforth the
path of wisdom and the path of love will walk hand in hand; even our children
will sense it: as they look out at the world, their eyes of innocence will also
be the eyes of wisdom, for they will see and believe that love has no end.”
The master, his aura still shimmering, illuminating
the room lit from a light within, slowly scratches the skin of his holographic
chin. He goes on, “I shall make
inquiries and discuss with higher spirits the divine designs. The reason we
have not taught this undine love is that its touch must remain hidden, its
bliss forever forbidden to mankind.
Others have felt it before and their souls were so carried away by its
currents that the entire race was faced with a dark fate. For example, we would never have invented
science. We would still be riding horses. People would be so content they would never
invent.
“But for some reason, your inner fusion with
this woman does not dampen the light within your soul. Like you suggest, it appears the two of you
are opening a gate to a path of spirit concealed within nature and yet now
revealed. Even the wise do not see all
ends. I’ll be back another time and we
shall continue this discussion.”
And having finished speaking, the room slowly
regained the colors and tones of late afternoon, the sun’s rays drifting again
through the curtains and splashing down on the wooden floor. And now the master’s light is no more. His form and dour visage are both gone.
The undine, from far away, speaks mind to
mind with Karl as is her habit.
Kerara: “He felt
solid like a rock, the fire in his chest compressed yet his mind vast like the
sky. He was not very relaxed. And I wonder if he has ever felt
happiness. To say the least, he is weak
in his knowledge of the seas, the rivers and the streams. There are voids within his soul where love does
not go.”
“Is
this why you choose me? You sense something missing and do not wish to be like
him?”
Karl:
“It is not like that. It is not a
comparison. Having met you I refuse to
pursue wisdom without love by my side.
If I do not seize the gift when it is in front of me, there is the
chance I will never find it again.”
Kerara: “I
understand, my love. As long as time
exists and even on the Other Side where touch is no longer physical but heart
to heart and soul to soul, you shall have my love.”
The
Undine’s Poem--Song of the Changeling
I
am water
I
am what I was before
I
have only changed the outer form
I
am water
I
am more now than heartbeat or breath
My
secret dreams, my innermost needs?
I
am raging and daring and craving—
The
essence of love that has no end
My
secret name is desire set aflame:
I
ask you,
Where
does the sun burn so bright
As
when its passion unites with ice?
The
haunted soul with its abandoned love
Frozen
and cold?
I
go where others can not
I
am the sparks that arc illuminating
The
dark chambers of the heart
My
songs are citrine, violet, vermillion, and lilac
By
what authority do I claim what is lost?
Have
you never seen me dancing naked?
Dazzling
his rays ravish me
In
the curves and crests
Golden
his caress finds me, binds me
In
a billion waves
His
ecstasy sets me free
I
am water
I
am what I shall be
I
am the sea
With
its endless dream
Of
being one and of being free