Copyright © 2010 by William
R. Mistele. All rights reserved.
The
Changeling
Note: See Mckennitt, the Stolen Child, for example, on
youtube.com from W.B. Yeat’s
poem
To the waters and the wild
With a faery, hand in hand,
For the worlds more full of
weeping
Than you can understand
The day he
was born another child died at birth in his village. The elders who were
priests performed a ritual. They encouraged the child who had died to
study herbs and healing on the astral plane in order to grow wise. Later
in life, after the living child had completed his assigned tasks in life, the
two would reunite. At that time, the departed child would become a spirit
guide, assisting the living person to become a shaman.
For the Hopi
Indians, this kind of magical action made perfect sense. Our world and
the next are not so far apart. They interact. What would otherwise
be considered a loss was turned and made into a creative act. Both worlds
are enriched.
And also I
realized from this first hand report that there must be a great many
interactions occurring between the spiritual realms that our world knows
nothing about.
The Changeling
In a large city in France
(not Paris) in 1996, a baby girl was born. Out the window of the hospital
nursery, in that quiet afternoon, you can see a storm camping on the
horizon. Dark, with vicious lightning, the clouds wait for an order
before they advance.
At 4:37 PM that
afternoon, approximately fifty-two minutes after the birth, the air in the
nursery briefly turns cold, dropping
five to seven degrees in temperature.
If you were
standing there and could sense these things, you would feel a sudden
accumulation of energy, like a flash flood or a storm surge running through the
ground. The air is thick with a cool, contracting, fluctuating, pulsing
magnetic field.
We
normally do not notice these things, but the ground continuously has charges of
energy moving through it. When the charge is strong enough, we witness
lightning coming down. But the lightning is but a small display of the
forces arrayed in the earth and the clouds.
On this unusual
day, the magnetic field within the ground beneath the hospital is remarkably
powerful. So much so, that a gate opens to the fairy realm of the
undines. Because of this opportunity, this open door between the realms,
two undines, invisible to all by a clairvoyant, stand over the human
child. They are silvery blue, translucent in appearance--tall, slender
women.
The one undine places
her hands down to touch the child and then carefully, as if plucking the
strings of a harp, she draws out its soul. As that bundle of complex soul
energy leaves the body, the other undine lowers the soul of a mermaid child
into the body in the crib.
The infant’s heartbeat
and breathing stop for an instant and then continue on. There is no cry,
no squirming, and no complaint. The entire procedure takes place in less
than a minute.
I realize some
will insist that the soul does not enter an infant until at least four months after
the birth. Others say that the soul, though not in the body, is
nevertheless already attached—the choice as to who will incarnate has already
been made. Perhaps this is why the exchange could proceed so rapidly—the
soul was not so closely bound to the body that it could not be carried away to
another place.
The soul of the
baby girl and the undine who holds it vanishes as they both return to the
undine realm. There the human soul is placed in the body of a mermaid on the
astral plane while the mermaid infant is now within the body of the infant in
the crib. It is the souls, you see, that are exchanged. The
infant’s body remains the same and has not been moved.
Though the
exchange is now complete, one undine shall remain near at hand to watch over
the infant for several weeks. Caution and attentive care are essential
lest a flaw appear in the process. The binding of spirit to flesh and
bone requires a total commitment. No hint or clue can be left behind; no
one must suspect that the water spirits have intervened. To say the
least, the magic used to accomplish this was
intense.
The
infant now in the crib has become a changeling. Conditions under which
such exchanges may be made vary on a case by case basis. In this situation,
it is the unusual accumulation of magnetism in the ground that presents the
opportunity seized upon by fairies.
But why? Why would undines do such
a thing? For undines, being composed solely of the water element, a
better question is, Why not? Why does water seep into the cracks of a
granite cliff and split it open as it freezes eventually bringing down a
mountain?
Why does water
slowly wear away solid rock, digging into the schist to form a river canyon?
Why does water move along unseen in underground streams? The answer is
that water flows to where it wants to go. It is the way of nature.
From the
point of view of human morality, taking a soul out of a human body without the
purview of humanity is reprehensible. But we are not the only players on
this planet. There are other races present. The earth is no ones
possession. The human body is made mostly of water and over water the
undines have an authority that is independent of human morality.
Contrary to the fairy
tales we are told, the realm of undines and mermaids take no interest in
humanity. And if there is an interaction such as this one, the
explanation falls outside of the confines of human reason. The undines
see our race as irrelevant to the greater purposes for which this planet
exists. We are here but for a little while and then we shall be no
more. The mermaids have been here long before we came and shall remain
….well, some are nearly immortal.
It is true that
from time to time a mermaid will materialize on a beach or in the sea.
You could touch her or communicate with her if you know telepathy. But
then she vanishes away, dematerializing as if what you had seen was only a
dream.
It is an energy
thing. If the energy accumulating is strong enough and of the right type, it is
like the mermaid puts on flesh and blood and a heart begins to beat. You
can do the same if you have a highly skilled medium. The air in the room
grows cold and a white mist of pure vitality seeps out from the body of the
medium. And then a mermaid stands before you in a physical body.
But then the energy is quickly used up and she is gone.
There is little
need to fear. Genuine changelings of the kind in this story are very
rare. There are only four known cases of this happening on earth at this
time. It requires a magical action for an undine to have a child.
Genuine magic of this kind is rare even among the undines. And only such
a magical child can be exchanged for the soul of a human being.
What will the
mermaid now in the body of a female child know as she grows older? Will she
realize that she is from another world? The answer is that in this
example no one tells her. She is on her own.
It is even
rarer for human beings to sense these things. Only once in the last
hundred years have parents realized their child was inhabited with the soul of
a mermaid. And in that case they viewed the exchange as an act of God, as
something sacred that was not to be looked down upon.
What does
our mermaid child look like as she grows up? She is very pure. She
is innocent, tender, fragile, and gifted with the ability to feel—she responds
to the impressions of her senses and to her environment with about ten times
greater sensitivity than either the children or the adults around her.
A chair is not just a
chair for her. Look at it or touch it and she can sense its history, the
emotions of those who have sat in it, the trees from which the wood was made,
and the feelings of the workmen who formed it.
A face is not just a
face for her. In the eyes, the hair, the lips, and the skin she sees
reflected the love and the hate, the joy and the fear, that have settled
there. A person’s face is a poem, a song, or a story that speaks with its
own voice. The eyes, the lips, and voice reveal things that the person
would break down and cry over if he or she thought they were no longer hidden.
The girl
would make a great model for some painter because of her haunting eyes, eyes
like a full moon that call you to come dance in a grove, lips like the rose
light of dawn that warn sailors of storms; and her hair like the black tides of
a night with no light, neither stars or moon, where the roar of a distant surf
bids you walk without thought of self or any care, only the desire to be free
of human need. Like I say, she would make a great model for a painter in
need of inspiration in order to sit down and
paint.
She keeps
her inner feeling carefully hidden from other people. She knows that what
she feels should never be shared with others, for she has learned early on that
they are blind to these things—how to give all of your self as you love, how to
be unafraid, and how to explore the intricate labyrinth in a moment of time
without knowing what the next moment will bring.
Her parents
think that she is pretty girl, somewhat shy, who likes to play by
herself. She is fascinated by animals; she sits in a tree or hides in the
backyard in the bushes watching the calico cat, the timid mouse, the owl
waiting for a rat, and the doves bobbing and
singing.
Lately, now that
she is thirteen years old, she has taken up photography, using a digital Canon
camera. She walks though the woods and along streams. She takes
pictures of the same river at different hours of the day and at different
seasons of the year. Why?
It is like the
river is trying to talk to her and she wants so much to hear and to decipher
its message. She photo edits the pictures, turning them transparent, doing
overlays, and then making them into drawings—a few lines on a white background;
as if she is looking for what remains when the river banks and the waves are
taken away?
There are
no people in her pictures, just nature scenes and abandoned barns, trees,
flowers, paths in the woods, etc. Her pictures sometimes look like
paintings. Change the light and the entire picture changes.
Her personality
is detached. There is something precious about her, but what that is
unavailable to others.
She obviously
knows what is expected of her. She can say, “Thank you,” “How
interesting,” or ask a meaningful question, if the social interaction requires
such things. She can play at school with other children. She does
her homework. She learns foreign languages almost without effort.
She draws. She jogs.
She is on the
swimming team—swimming, in fact, is the one area in which she exerts the full
force of her will. She has no desire to win. It is more like the
water responds to her will when she swims. Without anyone knowing why,
she is made captain of the team in spite of being shy. And this choice is
never questioned.
If you watched
her carefully you might suspect that she is playing a part like an
actress. She participates according to the social context and responds
well to subtext. But she is always holding back, pulling her punches,
showing only a small part.
As I have
pointed out, no one has told her she is a mermaid and she has no connection to
that realm in dream or in vision.
Yet what about this? If you
sit with her in a corner café some fine summer night, and if she totally trusts
you because you listen as well as she can feel, perhaps then you might ask her
straight out, “What bothers you deep down?” In that moment, she would
reply, “I do not belong here. The world is all wrong. The people are not
fully alive. And I do not know why.”
There is
one last thing. If you stood in front of her and sensed her aura, you
could tell right away that she is not a human being. If you were three or
four feet away and felt the energy of her aura pass though you, you would see
yourself out on the open sea at night before a path of moonlight reaching out
to the horizon.
You would feel
serenity pass through you, deeper than thought or imagery, deeper than a dream,
from a place beyond even dreamless sleep. And then you would feel
yourself sinking down into the ocean a thousand feet deep. You would feel
that vast body of water around you and that it contains one quality and one
feeling, namely, a sense of peace. Mermaids such as this one embody
qualities that human beings can not easily imagine or fathom.
What of the human child now
in a mermaid’s body on the astral plane? What is growing up like for
her?
As she grows it
is like being in an aquarium, except instead of fish there are mermaids
swimming all around her. The mermaids come right up to her and there is
this instant connection from inside without having to speak. She feels
the other’s feelings flow through her. In this way she learns to sense
and perceive as a mermaid, not though speech, not though imitative behavior,
but intuitively understanding what water is, what it does, and how life exists
within it.
If there were
language, it would be like this: “Let us spend the summer watching over the
reefs of this island, sensing each fish and its habitat, or flowing with the
tides, feeling the sun and the moonrise. Watch the tiny algae, the larger
fish coming and going, the young and the old. This is home; this is play;
this is work; doing these things is what we are all about.”
It goes
on: “Next, let’s flow with the current as it takes us to the North Pole.
We’ll watch the seals and the whales and what could be more exciting than to
sense the fresh water melting, mixing with the salt water, changing
temperatures, sinking down, down into the deep, flowing back around the
circumference of the world.
“If you
want, you can slide along the edge of a wave as its rolls a thousand miles, as
it breaks on a beach, moves on in a wave again and again since there is no end;
feel that subtle magnetic swirl in the curling wave--it has its own taste, like
a wine you can drink, bringing to life new things in your self you have never
felt. Or just lie back and float on the surface of the sea and feel
starlight as its sinks into your being, absorbed, coming to life as a song or a
dream.”
It is not
like there is a one on one mentor or parent. It is more like being part
of a community or a large, extended family. Anyone can become your
teacher or your friend. If you open you heart, you can draw near and
share in the actions of any other water spirit. There are no social
barriers here. The sea itself is your friend. Water is your
breath. And there is always present the subtle vibration of love.
It is everywhere and it is absolutely impossible to
miss.
Being a mermaid
certainly beats being unemployed, being in a bad marriage, or being a social
reject. Here there are no bad marriages, no ill will, no suffering due to
poverty, unemployment, failure, poor motivation, or to shame.
Does this human
child ever think human thoughts as she sojourns among mermaids? Words
from a dictionary are not in her mind. All the same, she is well aware
she is not as these other beings. They are so innocent and pure. Their
feelings are always perfectly clear.
She,
however, is composed of five elements, even though her body is that of a
mermaid. She senses something is missing. She can do what mermaids
do. But the spontaneity and the total engagement in the moment is
lacking.
Does she
go on a quest to uncover the reasons for this? No. To be a mermaid
is to go with the flow. Mermaid existence has its own bliss which often
will reduce the desire for a quest or dampen the need to be curious.
But if she could
put into words what she senses it would go like this: “They are never building
anything. They do not make things. They have rank and power.
This is clear. But no one is ordering anyone else to do something. There
is no strife, no competition, no striving, and no struggle.
“They can learn
a great deal and very quickly, but they do not test their own boundaries.
They do not seek to overcome their own limitations. Yet the best is that
they know how to let go: they can feel the entire sea of the earth flow through
their souls in any moment. And as they do this the only things that exist
are the sensations, the feelings, and the vibrations of being one with the
whole.”
One day the mermaid shall
return to her own realm, after the physical body she lives within dies.
At that moment, she will awaken in the realm of mermaids and be greeted by her
parents, those undines who brought her into being.
There will be a
period of transition. She has inhabited a human body, thought with a
brain, spoken with human languages, and remains in possession of human memoires. All the same, perception, especially sight
and sound in the realm of undines is far more vivid and real than these things
are to human beings. It is natural, then, to want to look around, see
what is here, and to begin to explore.
Time is not the
same, but soon enough she will appreciate that her soul belongs in a mermaid
body. And then she feels that she has awoken from a bad dream.
She shall
ask, “Why was so much kept secret from me about the true nature of
reality?”
With this coming
home, seeing it for the first time, and realizing this is where she truly
belongs—she is genuinely puzzled why she could not have been here all
along. There is a great sigh of relief like the moment when you realize
the truth, that everything you were taught to believe has been false.
And then she
thinks using both human and mermaid thought, What does it matter? I am now free. The past is no
more. This is where I belong; the human was the illusion.
Human
experiences, memories, thinking, language capacity, and the human mind still
remain; they just are no longer of much use. It is like a wedding gown
you use once and then put in a closet and forget about, unless years later you
take it out only to weep about what you once
dreamed.
There is
one further thing to say about the mermaid side of this magical changeling
exchange. As the undine parents, as they come up and greet their
returning child, they open their minds. And then in a few moments, the
entire life experiences of the mermaid passes into their own minds and
hearts.
It is a mermaid thing:
you can feel what another feels. You can also, if you are skilled, replay
the entire set of memories in the others’ mind. I’ll try not to say too
much but let me just point out—the mermaids keep records of all the experiences
of their entire race. In a pinch, they can access wisdom far beyond what
human beings can imagine.
And what of the human child
after her counterpart returns to the realm of mermaids? Unlike what
legends suggest, a child with the human soul does not remain in that fairy
realm. She incarnates as a human being.
As she finally
grows up in a human body in the way that was originally intended, she will not
have any mermaid magic unless that was taught to her while she was in the other
realm.
But she will
have the magic of water as part of her personality. She will sense this
automatically from her past life experience with the mermaids: that human
beings are very silly in this way—they have a compelling need to be
selfish. Greed, jealousy, hatred, animosity, possessiveness--all of these
feelings seem like a self-destructive act of binding a ball and chain to your
own leg. There is no need to be tied down to something negative when you
already feel free inside.
And if you could
stand in front of her, this human child returned to humanity, and feel the
energy of her aura pass though you, you would not doubt that she is completely
human. You would, however, think that here is a person of great emotional
force.
When she is upset, it
is like standing on the shore and watching a hurricane move in with storm
surge, rain, and violent winds. And when she is happy chances are you
would feel like you are in a sauna, a mineral spring, or floating in a tide
pool at the beach. Her happiness flows though you and you let go and feel
release and at peace.
In other words, you
would feel she has an emotional force unlike anyone you have ever met.
And whether you thought about it or not, you would find your self being careful
not to get her angry. You would not want those tides and currents of emotions
like riptides taking hold of you or throwing you about.
Epilogue
Is there more to be said? Some ethical question to be clarified?
It is said that
young children, age eleven or so, are still unable to understand both sides of
a question. They think that something is either right or it is wrong, it
is black or it is white—complexity escapes them. The idea of having to
act with ambiguity, to make choices without full knowledge of consequences—they
can not live with that kind of stress. And so they decide on a simple
answer and attach themselves to it in order to feel calm.
Almost all
theologians in Western history have been like this. And so they have
failed to seek out new answers or to explore unknown horizons.
But if you insist and
press me on the question of how a changeling can come into being, I will say
this: The message from the divine to humanity is, Either explore the realms of bliss and make them part of your
self or cease to exist.