Copyright © 2010 by William R. Mistele. All rights reserved.
An Alchemical Dialogue—
On Bardon Breathing and “Romasara”
(see
“Romasara,” scroll down under January 6, 1999)
Introduction
In Bardon’s breathing practices, especially chapter two and
three of Initiation into Hermetics, the breath is drawn in and vitality condensed
in the body with a degree of tension. The
vitality is under pressure, the body becoming like a hot radiator or miniature
sun.
This method emphasizes the activating,
stimulating, and awakening effect of vitality on the body. The body and metabolism are quickened.
At the same time, Bardon has the student
working with the four elements. This
practice slowly unites the individual’s soul to the elements as they exist in
nature. But the two processes are not
clearly associated.
With “Romasara,”
the feeling of oneness with nature and the condensing of vitality in the body
are joined in a harmonious manner. Romasara’s way of breathing is gentle and soothing while
also being radiant and uplifting.
As some individuals can do quite easily, I
reproduce in myself the aura of this spirit who specializes in breathing
vitality. I discuss with him how his
energy changes as it manifests on each of the four planes—akashic, mental,
astral, and etheric/physical.
The following dialogue is meant to be light
and playful. It is also a beginning, a first
draft of the spirit’s teachings. I wrote
this today—during a lazy afternoon of breathing and reflecting.
[Note: “Romasara
is not the spirit’s actual name. I am
sure by next week or maybe in a century or two someone will post the correct
name for all the spirits of the earthzone. I don’t need or use names so I haven’t given
it my full attention.]
Akashic Plane
Student:
Say, Master R, I wonder if you could give me a few tips on breathing. I notice you living out here by yourself on
the akashic plane. You must be bored to
tears that no one from the human race ever comes to visit.
Spirit: Bored? How can I
ever be bored? The pulse that thrives in the heart of Divine Providence beats
within my heart. Human beings will seek
me out when the wonder they feel is so great no obstacle life puts in their way
will prevent them from knocking on my door.
Tens of thousands are about to be born who
will feel what I feel—that the beauty of life is infinite and that their bodies
are the temples in which this beauty is celebrated as is love and the search
for wisdom.
Okay,
be that as it may. I am not sure I understand
this thing you do on the akashic plane with your awareness—how you identify
your consciousness with the entire biosphere of the earth. Mastery of life force for you means you feel
you are a part of life force as it exists everywhere on earth.
Go ahead. Give it a try. Imagine you are the biosphere, one radiant
vibration of vitality encompassing the entire planet.
My
mind becomes the sky; I see through the eyes of the sylphs and I feel what they
feel—the electro magnetic currents of the earth and sky, the clouds and storms,
the moisture and the dry air, the winds encircling the earth: sylphs crave
harmony like it is an obsession and demand balance as if it is the only
wisdom.
Breath in this kingdom is like the cycles of
day and night and turning of the seasons—the moon rise, the sunset, the stars are
blessed and held in the arms of infinite stillness.
When I breathe as a sylph the air in my chest
is the winds of the earth. My body
becomes the sky; the circumference of the earth, the winds, and the sky are
where my heart lies.
And
then there are the gnomes who make the earth their home—rocks and mountains,
plants, trees, and forests, every kind of stone, the waves of energy moving
through the earth, the alchemical transformations of matter as well as the
periodic table and chemistry—they like things that are dense and solid because
gnomes are very serious when it comes to things like dense matter.
And what is breath like for
these beings?
Oh,
well, here is great gnomes, Mentifil. Let me just ask him and see what he answers.
Mentifil: Breath for a gnome? You see that yonder
mountain? Breath for me is extending my being so I feel that that mountain
becomes my soul. The earth there was
once flat. But I sense the forces that caused that mountain to rise through
ages of time. Time you see for me is
like waves on a sea—mountains rise and fall; like
waves, they have crests and troughs and rhythm is what it is all about.
All the same, in this moment the mountain has
density, structure, stability, foundation, and yet it is also in motion.
When it comes to breath,
what nurtures me is form, mass, and gravity.
Shape and weight, molecular vibration and electronic oscillation—the
energy of these things—of the mountain you see—appear in my soul like a
symphony appearing within the heart of a great composer. Matter is my art and my soul thrives when I
penetrate with my mind the intricate ways in which matter divides and reunites.
I
think I am getting a sense of the biosphere when it comes to physical matter
and air. Breath is not just breathing in
air but learning to unite with the vibrations of the earth and the sky.
And now water.
I see
the seas and the waves. I sense the
currents and the tides. Here the undines
sing and dance and play with an innocence beyond the
knowledge of the human race.
Surely, their knowledge of love is so great
that if a viable colony of mermen and mermaids appeared on earth in human form,
in that instant the human race and all future races would become obsolete. The mysterious purposes of the earth would be
fulfilled. Slowly these beings of water
would incorporate the other elements into their souls and even the archangels
would then not be able to match their light.
But this line of reasoning is irrelevant. The mermaids breathe in this way: the
vibration of water amplifies their perceptions and soul connections. They feel joined to the sea and anything
within it such that they feel there is no separation.
Like water, the life force in the sea is
constantly in motion, giving and receiving, and the flow of vitality in body
and soul has no ending.
And now the opposite of
water—fire.
There
is the heat of the sun and the volcanoes that rise and unleash their
power. But deeper down beneath the
mantel of the earth lie great domains of massive magma and fire. Here the greater salamanders live and
thrive.
There is great range and variety in their
skills and vocations. The life in fire
is in its intensity, its desire to expand, and to take command.
The great salamanders look at the human body
and see a furnace in which ordinary matter combined with energy is being
refined and perfected in order to produce a divine essence.
The fire in the earth is massive and its
movement produces the magnetic field that protects the earth as well as the
shifting of tectonic plates that refurbishes the biosphere’s chemistry.
To breathe as a salamander is to feel that
those seas of magma and fire are the substance of your soul that continuously
gives birth to indomitable will and power.
And this will cries out with a passion and a hunger that will never be
satisfied until it transforms into a light that shines forever.
Four
domains with their separate gifts unite in each breath. If I breathe with this awareness, there is no
longer a me or a body with which I identify, just a
sea of ecstasy. The mystery of Divine
Providence as infinite energy offers this magical key to those who seek.
You perceive the elements
and components of breath the way a beginning student listens to the notes of
the scales he plays on a piano. There is
far more hidden in each note than you can yet imagine and far more to be
mastered before the notes and tones of this art turn into beauty. Keep practicing. Just don’t forget to keep alive your sense of
wonder and your quest for beauty as you master the basics. The biosphere of the earth is one of the most
beautiful symphonies being played in this galaxy.
Mental Plane
Now then, take it down a level. What do you sense of my energy on the mental
plane?
Here
the mind rests within a sea of radiant vitality. It is bright like the sun, yet soft and
gentle at the same time. It is peaceful
yet also vast.
There is also immense power of will and command
that is able to shape vitality and attach it to various purposes.
What
am I missing?
Through a great deal of
practice, condensing and transforming the vitality in your body in different
ways for different purposes, you begin to naturally shine like a brilliant
sun.
Your body becomes the vehicle through which
the great work is accomplished—as you condense and dissolve vitality in your
self, you yourself become a sea of vitality.
And then like a mermaid in the ocean or a salamander in a vast cavern of
fire, you and the energy around you in the biosphere flow in and through each
other.
Astral
This
is how I would describe your energy manifesting on the astral plane: For astral breathing to work, an individual
needs to feel fully alive. In other
words, include your opposite within yourself.
If an individual is receptive and sensitive,
loving and nurturing, then she will need to embody the opposite—an explosive
power of will and absolute conviction that goals and missions can be
accomplished within specific time frames.
The sea with its dreams of being one and
being at peace also seeks the electrical storm; and that raging inferno of
charging and discharging electricity also seeks a state of equilibrium in which
opposites attain balance and become calm.
To feel fully alive is to expand outward
and to embrace all opposites retaining the full potential and tension in their
attractions; and it is to turn inward, joined to all opposites from within, so
that there is no longer a journey of becoming but only a place to be—a place of
oneness that is also free.
To put it simply, just imagine yourself and
your opposite—the two of you at the very height of creative interaction and in
the same moment one with each other so that all separation is overcome.
Take every desire, instinct, need, and
dream—raise it to its highest power of hunger and craving and purpose that must
be made complete. And now, while
retaining the full tension, embody in yourself the image and feeling of what is
it to be complete, fulfilled, and to have attained all that there is to
attain.
The astral breathing draws in and circulates
energy because it does not deny what is desired and wanted while at the same
time it does not refuse to exist within the dream that one day shall be—it is
hope and it is a time when hope shall no longer be needed; it is an act of
daring that dreams and it is also the dream when it has become reality.
The astral sees what shall be and in the
seeing is in the present state of being incomplete and also in the state of
completion—neither denying one nor the other.
To feel in this way, to love without fear, is to be free and to live
each moment fully alive and without suffering loss or feeling separate.
In other words, to breathe on an astral
level, to draw in and exchange energy with the greater sea of vitality that
encircles the planet, is to bring a powerful level of feeling to the breathing
practice. You have to put all of your
heart and soul into it.
And for you what would this
be—all of your heart and soul engaged in the practice of breathing?
Ah,
that would be to imagine another who feels all that I feel—and in the sharing
the two of us light up like the sun in which all opposites are overcome.
It requires daring and being free of all
fear; an absolute inner silence that acts like a mirror; it requires a will
like the will that called the stars into being and a love that can embrace both
the light and the dark.
Passion and peace; hunger
and craving and well-being and being free—breathing on the astral requires
imagination and dreaming. They must be
so intense and penetrating that life herself finds you so attractive she is
willing to reveal her greatest secrets because you are now the gate through
which she must pass in order to give birth to new light on earth.
Physical
What do you sense here?
The
body is like an electrical generator. An
electrical power plant uses water power, wind, coal, oil, nuclear fission or
fusion with copper and magnetism interacting to generate electricity. So also the body uses food and air to
generate heat, energy, and excess vitality.
The surplus vitality can be circulated in the
body, refined, transformed, and transferred outside of the body.
The three inner planes—the akasha with its
connection to the entire biosphere and elemental domains, the mental with its
sea of vitality in the form of light, and the astral that brings to life the
deepest instincts, desires, longings and dreams—these three inner planes, when
hooked up to the physical/etheric breathing, amplify the production of surplus
vitality.
There is no limit set on the quality or
quantity of vitality that may be produced.
To breathe is to be aware of the vitality
within air. And that in every breath of
air the entire biosphere as well as all realms of desire, kingdoms of nature,
and planes of divine being are present at the same time. Even as right now as I breathe I am imitating
the way that you yourself breathe when you are in physical form. It is my imagination, psychic power, and will
that hold your attention so I can write this dialogue.
As I breathe in now and accumulate this
energy in myself …. What is this? What is happening to me?
For a little while, for the
space of a short meditation, you have become even as we are—free of form, pure
spiritual being, self-generating in energy and unconfined in consciousness. One day on earth either humanity or another
race shall attain on the physical plane what you now feel in your astral
body—the entire race shall ascend and become free of physical being having
completely mastered energy on all four planes.
I exist to reveal this. As you so well understand, it is one of the
gifts I possess and I am waiting for some race to claim as its own. And yet, as I have already said, tens of
thousands shall seek me out not just to be free or to master physical
being. They shall seek me because they
wish to celebrate the beauty of this planet and unite with the deeper purposes
for which she exists—even as an undine is one with the sea, they shall seek to
be one with all things:
Like the earth herself—to nurture, to
shelter, to protect, to guide, to inspire, to empower, and to fulfill according
to the heart’s desire of each being a path to perfection guided by wisdom yet
designed by the deepest desires hidden within their own hearts.
So, how does it feel when
you breathe in on all four levels in imitation of my aura?
It
feels very peaceful like I am quite outside of human history; this is not same
the body I was assigned when I was born.
The spectacle of human history passes before
my eyes—I am three wise men coming upon a child of light and I am the ghosts of
past, present, and future talking to a Scrooge.
I am Arjuna coming
upon Shiva and also Krishna counseling Arjuna on how
to find the spirit hidden within himself.
I am Shakespeare writing Hamlet and I am Hermes Trismegistus writing the Emerald Tablet.
I am architects designing pyramids and the
Parthenon. And while others burn their
fingers with the discovery of acid and poison their lungs with vapors of
mercury, I am an alchemist who discovers his own body contains the
philosopher’s stone.
The struggles of history and the desire to
be free, the energy required to accomplish this and the wisdom that enables
it—hidden in every breath is a Ninth Symphony with an Ode to Joy--an Ode we are free to write in our
own way and to define and design as a path that leads us back to the
divine.
You have a flair for words
and metaphors. I shall make you my
scribe, for I have not had one for a very long time.
As you well know, vitality is an area over
which you have the least mastery. Your
condition is rather appalling. If by
some means or another I can get you up and running so you shine radiant and
bright, then anyone will be able to follow along. I think with enough practice
we shall make some great progress.