Copyright ©2009 by William
R. Mistele All rights reserved.
Saturn and the Chief Judge
of Saturn
Introduction
I
was meditating today on how the vibration of the sphere of Saturn appears on
the four planes of our earth—the akashic, mental, astral, and
etheric/physical. In a way this is just
astrology—a study of a planet’s influence on our world. But it is field
work—first hand observation of Saturn’s vibration within myself.
There is no examining of the position of
Saturn in my natal chart with its aspects.
No study of transits. No Saturn
return going on here. I am directly
within the vibration itself. The planet
is merely an external influence. I am
studying the influence as it manifests within my own aura.
For some reason, Saturn is very important to
everything I do. It is almost like I get
called to come out here and show cause for what I am doing with my life,
justify my actions, and the ways I use magic.
I have two pictures on my video poems section
under Books on my web site. One picture
is of a girl who looks kind of depressed.
She has been though a lot.
The other picture of her is as a
representative of Prajnaparamita: the mother of all Buddhas. (I consider
her inner spirit to be Pranjaparamita on earth.)
From the point of view of the personality,
Saturn or akasha is very depressing. It
tears your personality into pieces.
There is nothing you can cling to.
But take that same awareness of things falling a part and go down
underneath it into the awareness that is not tied to the personality and you
find a cosmic perspective on life.
There was a time when I complained about
Saturn in my life. But now I use Saturn
to make life right. Or, as Bardon might
say, get to know these planetary spheres and vibrations as if they are a second
home.
Method
I
simply use my clair-feeling/clairsentient abilities to immediately evoke the
vibration of Saturn into my self. Then I
study the vibration with the feelings, intuitions, perceptions, and imagery it
generates. Sometimes I “hear” its voice
speak. Is that literal? Do spirits have tongues? Do I listen with my ears? Does the voice
vibrate in the air?
When mankind looks up at the sky and imagines
that he might one day be able to fly and it then manifests after a hundred
thousand years of time, was what he imagined at the beginning real or not? A spirit’s value is in the way its wisdom can
transform our world. I am very practical
in my outlook. My only interest in
Saturn is in using its wisdom to establish justice on earth.
Akashic
Plane
Saturn’s
vibration destroys false attachment, eliminates waste, removes inefficiency, and
dissolves inertia. It says basically, Do not get stuck.
Stay focused on task.
It is
an awareness of each planetary sphere, its limitations, its opportunities and
realizations. It tracks how experience
develops from the novice beginning stage right up through the highest
attainments.
Again, Saturn is oversight: it wants and
demands that experience be used to learn and not to fall back. Begin at the beginning. Proceed though all
stages of experience. Achieve the
highest attainments.
“I am your control; I am here to insure that
you achieve in the end cosmic wisdom. I
am conscience. And I am a warning system
that is always there at the edge of your awareness reminding you that there always
remains the chance that what you have can disappear in a moment.
“So make the best of what you have while you
have it. Take nothing for granted. I am the voice of emptiness, the void, and
the abyss asking to create something of wonder from out of nothingness.”
Mental
Plane
The
mental plane is like the astral also. Because you have no attachment to the
contents of this plane, namely, ideas, concepts, theories, theologies,
doctrines, philosophies, etc. you are able then to see through all ideas. The astral enables you to see through
time. The mental enables you to see
through the limitations of the mind.
This is an earthzone spirit level of
thinking. You see the mental plane of an
entire planet clearly. Perhaps here or
there or on occasion a Buddhist monastery or tantric practice attains to this
level of pure perception. This energy
here is so casual, so completely available, so open and free to grasp, there are
no years of training in some monastic tradition or with severe and rigorous
repetition to free of the mind of its historical limitations. The vibration of the enlightened mind from a
Saturn perspective is vibrating right here for anyone who comes out here to
meditate and to feel it inside.
There
are stories about this kind of thing. (see the 2004 movie, Warriors
of Heaven and Earth for a rough example). The emperor of China needs some
problem solved that threatens the entire empire. He offers his seal to one man who then has
the emperor’s authority and power in regard to all matters of the kingdom.
But you just don’t give this power to
anyone. You need an individual who is
absolutely discrete, able to move incognito, able to search out the truth, able
to command armies in a moment if that is required, able to move quietly and
convincingly among the dregs of society if that is required also. You need a covert agent who can think and act
and be the emperor’s emissary—an individual who is never distracted by ego or
the little things.
This
is precisely what akasha itself is always looking for—someone to whom it can
hand its immense powers of creation to fulfill a mission without ever being
distracted by the desires and illusions that come with being incarnated. It is looking for someone who has this Saturn
vibration in his mental body: who sees clearly the entire mental plane of the
planet, who sees through all ideas and ideologies, and
who stays focused on thinking precisely those thoughts one needs to think in
order to fulfill a divine purpose.
The enlightened mind is not found in a
monastery. It is found in a man of
action who sees though time and locks in on what needs to be accomplished.
Astral
Plane
This
is like the cosmic letter E on the astral: you have no form attachment or identification
though you feel, you appreciate, you are responsive,
and sensitive and empathic. It means the
past, present, and future form one space time continuum. You see through time the things that shall be
and what has been.
This is a fantastic energy if you are
interested in seeing the future. It is
an absolute nightmare if there are things inside your self you are not facing
or things in the future you fear such as having to overcome your limitations,
face your karmic weak areas and take responsibility for them, etc. It is the three of swords and nine of swords
in the Tarot—heartbreak and anguish.
It is the insight and enlightenment hiding
deep beneath a broken heart. Saturn has
this idea that everyone at some point should be able to learn how to create
love when no love is there. So for
Saturn it is natural to discover in life’s journey that there is no love being
given to you. Rather, the task is not to
moan or complain but for you yourself to become the master who teaches and
inspires others to love so that they taste the divine blessings that love alone
offers.
It is an astonishing, incredible, and utterly
transcendent perspective, kind of like dying in a near death experience. As some have told me personally you are given
the option of remaining in the after life where you feel bliss or else going
back into the world of suffering and offering others this incredible gift of
tasting the love that they shall receive only through your presence in their
lives.
Like I
say in the story section of the spirit Emedetz, the
world teachers enter the world with the divine fully active within them. They do not receive love. No one understands their purposes. But they give love and light to others who
otherwise would continue their lives in darkness.
It is a Saturn thing: to be so wise and
perceptive that you wish to benefit others purely out of compassion, to assist
them in their experience of life so that it is richer and moves forward toward
absolute freedom. Not an easy thing to
do. There can be no selfishness in
you. But it is a Saturn perspective: to
see the limitations of life and the darkness and to find a way to break through
those limitations.
It is
not really about detachment. It is about attaining freedom, the freedom to
create, as Saturn demands, from out of nothing—love, peace, kindness,
compassion, wisdom, wealth, purpose, etc.
Etheric
Plane
Saturn
here reveals the truth about what things shall endure and what things shall not
endure. It strengthens the enduring and
destroys the fleeting.
To say the least this approach or attitude or
psychic perception can be incredibly depressing and oppressive. Imagine getting into the college of your
dreams and there you are as a freshman but you look around and see the final
end of everyone you meet—where they end up in life, what they shall accomplish,
and the vast number of opportunities they shall fail to take advantage of and
the many failures that will befall them.
In other words, for every enthusiasm you
experience within that excitement you see the waste and the value that accrues,
not the dream but the result.
You want to fall in love but what you see is
“she is not capable of love” but only of either being controlled or submitted
to. You find another lover and the same:
she can give of her heart and soul but only if you embody the illusions within
her dreams of riding on a magic carpet of social fads and glamour.
On the other hand, the etheric Saturn
vibration gives you this sense of invulnerability: you are not attached. You have an entire lineage with twenty
monasteries inside your self. You are
calm, peaceful, outside space and time, transcendent, and incredibly perceptive
as to what shall last.
Physical
Plane
This
is an awareness of all the limitations of the body and its mortality. Conditions of birth,
growth, development, and decline.
Everything supporting the body’s strength and stability, bones,
functioning systems, birth, life, and death.
There
is the reality that we have one foot in the grave our entire life but also the
awareness of the immense power and strength that we can be built into this body
we possess. From Saturn’s point of view,
there is as much power and energy and life available to you according to any
purpose or mission you wish to accomplish.
Mars gives superhuman will and power.
Saturn gives superhuman endurance and perseverance so that you can defy
the limitations of time when you need to do so.
The
Chief Judge of the Forty-Nine Judges of Saturn (a feminine spirit)
AKASHIC PLANE
1997
“When I am
present on your planet on the akashic plane, I bring to light with precision
the truth of what your race has accomplished.
I make available all realizations and treasures of spirit attained in
the past as one state of consciousness you can enter
and master. My presence is not the
liberation of the mind of an individual who has attained freedom from the
negative influences of the four elements and the various attractions and
illusions on the lower planes of form. You
do not need my expertise for that. Those who attain such things are not even
aware of my existence or my influence.
Rather, the work you accomplish under my guidance will be celebrated an
earth for tens of thousands of years."
3/6/09: Her energy is calm and relaxed. Her concern is with issues that threaten the
integrity and viability of each sphere in the solar system. She operates as a
final authority. She sees clearly and
weighs all aspects of a problem or situation from a point of view of cosmic
detachment and clarity. She preserves
the paths of spirit in their purity.
MENTAL PLANE
1997
"Meet me
on the mental plane if you wish to experience complete freedom, to see through
the eyes of the divine, and to perceive the mysteries Divine Providence has
designed. When your consciousness is capable of being pure emptiness, without
form or definition, and capable of penetrating everywhere, then you will know
that I am your friend. I will give you
the keys to all secrets and all mysteries.
Nothing can then bind or limit you and sorrow
will not be able to find you."
3/6/09: Like
a divine judge, she weighs all the evidence of a case or historical situation
and determines what are the critical factors that must be considered, what
choices and actions are crucial, what is gained and what is lost if certain
courses of action are taken or not taken.
This
is a little like the prophets of Israel: the nation exists to seek God. The
options and opportunities for doing this are infinite. The prophets only weigh
in and speak when the entire venture is at risk of failing. They are there to remind the nation to keep
up its momentum moving in the right direction.
They are the accountants raising warning signals when things are at risk
of failing.
Like the referee on the playing field of
soccer might say, “Have a good game. But
I will throw out of the game if you break the rules in such a way that the
value of playing the game is destroyed.”
ASTRAL PLANE
1997
"Everything
that exists celebrates the mystery of love.
Love is everywhere and in everything.
It is in every thought, every experience, every sensation and sensory
perception. All power in the universe
falls under its jurisdiction.
"If you call me to the astral plane,
you will be at peace with the universe.
Nothing will be able to interfere with you. Astral immortality is one of my gifts and the
freedom to choose where you will incarnate.
You will be able to read the most obscure influences of the past,
present, and future.
"But my specialty is setting right
severe problems affecting the planet. I
am the chief justice of the solar system.
I oversee and facilitate the resolution of the most difficult karmic
situations. There are situations so
severe that, if it were possible, even I would experience sorrow. But there is no problem that occurs that my
art can not resolve. If it is necessary,
I will make an ending. It is someone else's
problem how to begin again."
3/6/09: “On
the astral plane, I am the light you enter when you die so that you see your
entire life flash before your eyes. I am the insight that points out to you
your best course of action. I am pure
inspiration lifting you up so that you rise to the level of a creator.
“The
down side to this is that to hear what I say when I speak though your
conscience you will have to feel at peace with the universe and be fully alert
to what each moment of time offers.
Without these qualities there is a tendency to fall into despair when I
am near. I am not the voice of despair
or its cause. I am simply the dream of
what you are meant to be flowing freely through you in each moment of time.”
Etheric Plane
3/6/09: This
is the vitality and energy you need to establish justice and order in the
world. It is the Texas Ranger and the
Imperial Censor of akasha operating with full power. In the domain and in
regard to all issues of justice human and divine, it operates from a position
of absolute sovereignty. It is the
entire justice system of the solar system and all appeal processes rolled into
one.
Once again, it is the referee handing out a
red card—it reminds everyone to play by the rules and to get back to the game
as good sportsman and not as cheats.
There are rewards enough in life, treasures of limitless value to find,
without having to steal or take from others for your self.
If there is something threatening your planet,
your civilization, or your society, you can stand directly in the presence of
this spirit and argue your case.
Negotiate, debate, meditate. She exists to facilitate justice as a
balancing and operating principle. With this spirit here you can not complain
that your race did not have an opportunity to take command of and to change its
fate. She is happy to alter the fate for
anyone if the right price is paid—a degree of enlightenment, a willingness to
act with compassion combined with wisdom, an understanding of her responsibilities
so that you take charge and change things as her duly appointed
representative.
There is nothing at all here of “it is in
God’s hands.” This is all about God willing to sit right down with you and work
with you in a reasonable and satisfying way to fulfill his and your plans.
PHYSICAL
PLANE
1997
"My
physical presence is a cosmic emanation.
It is the concentration needed to shape time, space, and history so that
what is brought into manifestation remains for countless ages. If you open your heart, as
mine is open, you can feel the presence beside you of all those in the history of
the world who were motivated by true nobility and the highest spiritual ideals.
"For the weak and the unprepared, my
presence is destruction. But for those
whose commitment is absolute and who are willing to embrace the truth of the
universe, my aura is a divine fragrance.
I gather the nectar of love and beauty from the hearts of those who have
accomplished the work of eternity which fades not away and which nothing can
destroy. In my eyes you behold the
mirror dissolving the forms of time so eternity can appear.
"I weep not for what is lost even when
it is by my hand that a world is destroyed. Matter, form, space, time, and life have been
created so that you might learn to open the gates of spirit and attain complete
freedom. Many ignore my voice when I
speak. They refuse my gifts and my
invitations.
But there will a come a time when I will
take away all that you have. Then you
will be left with the void where no sun shines and no stars guide. In that place, there is no sweet rose, no
waves or scent of ocean breeze, no wondrous and glorious trees. Even the mountains leave no trace, no horizon,
no paths to walk, no form to embrace.
"I will ask of each of you one day to
become someone who delights in creating from nothing new worlds more
magnificent and sacred than have ever been known. You see, I have been designated to remind you
of your destiny. Each of you shall one
day be greater than I. If I destroy a culture,
a civilization, a race, or a planet you will provide another in its place where
love is honored and celebrated with greater beauty and grace.
"I am emptiness, darkness, the void
and the abyss--the places of spirit where matter can not exist. But you shall fill up my nights with works as
dazzling and bright as the stars.
Learn as me not to weep when death and fate take
away. Renounce regret, sorrow, and loss.
Every ending, separation, farewell, and
goodbye is a sacred rite in my eyes. It contains
my blessing and my voice. It is a gift
reminding you of who you are--that one day you will be without form or
limitation. The beauty of the universe
will shine in your hearts and omnipresence will be part of everyone's art.
"If by your will and your might you
call me to the physical world and survive the annihilation of form, matter, and
time I emanate, then that very night you will discover that separation is
banished forever. I am the gateway
leading to cosmic wisdom, a guardian of the worlds, and a member of the
community which serves the One Light."
3/6/09: This
is the vibration that can dissolve matter itself by an act of spiritual will.
It is being able to de-materialize objects.
The advantage of this is that you can dissolve those things that
interfere with what you wish to preserve.
It is the part of your self that is
gold—feelings, body, mind, spirit—that remains intact when the heavier and
lighter metals around you begin to break down or rust. This energy is great for
purification. It destroys everything
negative, bad, or weak and leaves the best of the best intact.
You
can imagine this fairly easily. Just
imagine that you are a vast open and empty space, pure black, nothing in it.
But if something were in it, such as something physical, something with a form
and definition, a specific feeling or thought, the contents of body, mind, or
emotion—it simply destroys it, dissolving it into nothingness.
Now, we have to ask what on earth could be the
purpose of this kind of awareness? The purpose here is
to create a consciousness that is free of all form limitations and encompasses
everything within itself. It does not go
around destroying things, well, no more than time
itself destroys all things that come into existence within it.
Rather, it is the midwife cutting the
umbilical cord when the infant is ready to assume a new life with a greater
degree of independence and a higher capacity for learning and experiencing
life. It is akasha saying I have given
you the four elements on the three lower planes. Now is the time to integrate
all you have learned from life and act now as a pure spirit. That was the whole purpose behind physical
plane life—to learn to fly with the wings of the divine in the fullness of
time.
Summary
As you may
notice from the dates, I first wrote about this spirit’s aura in 1997. Today is eleven years later. As I mention in the introduction, at first Saturn
is a fright. It is dark and gloomy, depressing
and oppressive. It is not Jupiter that I
wrote about two days ago that does everything in its power to bless and enhance
your life. No, Saturn is not a bringer
of joy and opportunities for fulfillment. It does not offer you friends, confidants, and
belonging in a community.
Saturn is best approached as a meditation. It is “Let us look at life from a great
distance so we can see what is worth doing.”
It is “Let’s figure out the deepest lessons we have to learn and now let’s
learn them.” It is “I am sitting here at
my desk writing and I am also an utterly transcendent spirit—I am as a matter
of fact both.” It is “I am going to live
my life to the fullest” and also “If there is something missing from life, then it is within my power to find it, name it, and claim it
for the benefit of myself and for others.”
That is Saturn. The Chief Judge just takes things a little
further. You want to work with her when,
as I point out, there is some great catastrophe threatening humanity.
You may have noticed,
I am not dancing a jig. There is a time
to be humorous, to be a stand up comedian, to post shorts of Monty Python, to
make fun of absolutely everything. There is also a time to be deadly serious because
death itself is walking along with us on all sides. In me you will find both humor and commitment.