Copyright © 2009 by William R. Mistele
Istiphul’s Personality
Physical
Body
Undines
are invisible to most people. But
because of their strong ties to water in nature, they have a physical presence
in our world. Istiphul’s physical body
is extremely attractive.
She looks young, slender, in her teens or
early twenties. But she has probably
been around for millions of years, long before Homo sapiens began walking
around. Her eyes are blue green. They are shining and inviting. But in them you can see if you look carefully
all the oceans of the earth looking back at you through them.
Her smile is innocent and flirtatious. But if you pause and notice the effect of her
smile on your nervous system you may feel that you are amid a lightning storm
at sea with raging flashes exploding right next to you. Except they are not outside
of your body. These impulses are occurring
within your nervous system.
Her hair
is dark, long, and wet. If I were to move
my fingers through it I awaken lying on a tropical beach relaxed and at ease. I notice there are no thoughts within my
mind. There is only the smell of her
hair and of the sea. The
rolling and breaking waves singing in my heartbeat and bloodstream. I am not abandoned. She is lying next to me.
Her appearance is like that. A young girl but also pure
archetype. The
maiden with the aura of a goddess. Let me try to describe the vibrations in the
different aspects and levels of her being.
Her
attraction is like a force field drawing you to her. You feel like you want to be connected or
joined to her.
Her attraction creates great tension in the
air. But this tension is the like a high
voltage wire—it is conducting energy or circulating energy between the two of
you.
In another sense, her beauty is just the
ordinary attraction any young, nubile woman has. But you would have to amplify the woman’s
attractive power many times. If you
somehow could join into one twenty or thirty of the most beautiful women on
earth, you would then catch a glimpse of this kind of attractive beauty.
Being near to her every cell in one’s body
feels a connection and desire only to draw closer to her. It is like a force of gravity. Except gravity is cold and
impersonal. The force is custom
designed to synchronize to you individually.
Standing ten feet away from her it is like
feeing the distance between you is contracting or collapsing. Instead of ten feet you feel she has become
five feet, three, and then two feet away.
Space shrinks. Separation
dissolves. It is the way perception
works in her presence.
Her body senses automatically the magnetism
in the sea, the clouds, and the earth.
She can draw into one place and shape that magnetism for different
purposes. Her body and form are an
expression of this power.
We
can ask, What kind of mentality has kept an undine
like Istiphul from being known to humanity.
It does not matter if it is the first century of Christianity, the
Middle Ages, the Renaissance, the Reformation, the Age
of Enlightenment, the nineteenth or twentieth century. The attitude is the same. It goes like this:
“We
all know that a woman takes part of a man into herself,
unites with it, and then brings forth a new living being into the world. This is perfectly clear. This
part of life. We accept it.
“But do not ever suggest even for a moment,
even in your dreams, that women have a feminine power within that can do the
same for a grown man—take his will, his masculinity, and all the abilities of
mastery he possesses and transform them to the same degree she can do with his
seed.
“To
even think such as thought is absolutely forbidden. We do not want to know about it. We do not want anything in our culture or
music or literature or religions to suggest it.
To bring this knowledge forward and to reveal it to the world would risk
the absolute destruction of our civilization.”
There
you have it. That is a fairly accurate
summary of the bias in Western civilization and the unconscious, unspoken but
agreed upon assumption that the world is not ready for the knowledge of an
undine like Istiphul. The poets,
artists, and musicians have been in agreement with the theologians, reformers,
and scientists in this matter. Rational,
intellectual, academic consciousness can not deal with or approach in any safe
manner the powers of attraction that Istiphul possesses.
Let us
make the example more personal. The
young man is lying in bed having made love to his lover. She places her hand on his hip. Fine. We all know this experience. If a man is very lucky, she places her hand
on his body with the same hunger he places his hand on her body. Desire and connection are expressed in the
touch.
But let her place her hand on his body and
spontaneously begin taking away the pain she feels inside of him. She does not think about this. It is in the touch of hand on his skin. She simply knows in her soul how to do this.
But the man senses that what she is doing is
different than her other interactions with him.
He does not mind her sensuality and pleasure as long as he is the one in
charge of awakening and directing it. He
doesn’t mind her receptivity to him and her rapport as long as it serves to
strengthen his ego and will power.
But
this touch is different. It moves
directly soul to soul and body to body beyond the sphere of rational thought
and the well-defined social and gender boundaries set forth by society. He only needs to look at her to convey that
feeling that she has just invaded and violated him in some unspeakable
manner.
It is
just like the child who tries to tell his parents that he sees ghosts or talks
to spirits or sees colors and aura around people. The child learns by how upset the parents are
not to discuss these things again. In
the same way, women learn to turn away from the vast depths of feminine power
that exist within them.
I have seen this again and again. Women with great feminine powers know
automatically that certain things are simply forbidden. Let women acquire every single skill and
career that men used to reserve for themselves. But women should not be exploring the feminine
in ways that our entire civilization has been bent on destroying.
Another example, I have met a number of women
who can intuitively tell what is happening to their lovers. She can tell if he is happy or sad, the kind
of events and interactions going on with him when he is away, and even to some
extent what is going to happen to him.
Such
women intuitively know not to discuss this with anyone other than perhaps a
psychic. The implication is that the
man’s will is not completely independent.
She can tell what is going on beneath his will, surrounding his will,
and also how well he is using it.
It is not just like being a little boy again
and having a mother glance at you and know instantly what you are up to. It is different. It is having a woman’s consciousness inside
of you and a part of you. This is what is forbidden in our civilization.
For Christianity, only God should have that
power. For science, nothing should
interfere with the clarity of a rational mind to analyze its situations. Even for artists, it is okay to check your
self into a mental hospital or drug addiction rehab center, but this feminine
power is not okay--a woman should not feel what you feel and take away the
pain—that would mean the end of art as the Western world knows it.
If in Hamlet,
Ophelia could counsel Hamlet and say, “The ghost is real. The King really did murder your father. And you are going to have to face up to your
task—you will have to risk a civil war to establish justice in the kingdom. If you are going to be a man, choose now: do
what you have to do.”
Why that would mean the real drama in life
and in art takes place within the soul and heart. It is not found only after an individual acts
in the outer world. Our world has not
been ready for this kind of inner knowledge or for this level of perception
into human motivation and self-awareness.
Istiphul
embodies in her physical being this feminine power of magnetism and
incomprehensible beauty that our civilization has forbidden. How can I then describe these things so
openly when in prior ages Istiphul could not even enter human consciousness?
Times change. I am commissioned to reveal these
things.
There
is enough genuine spiritual powers of the masculine in the world that it is
time to bring back and unite the masculine with the full power of the
feminine. This is needed in order to
balance the world or, as Krishna and others would say, “In order to preserve
light on earth.”
Sex
itself is rather dramatic. There is a
moment in making love when lovers become pure consciousness. You no longer have an identity. You are out outside of your self and a part of
another. This is called ecstasy. Part of the man leaves him and joins with the
woman.
Now
then, take that image and make it into a symbol of a spiritual experience. Istiphul takes not the physical seed within
the man but the element of light and vision—she senses what he is to
become. She takes that “seed” of the
spirit within him and joins herself to it to give birth to a new being. She transforms a man in every way into
something far better than what he could ever imagine.
That is
the power Western civilization has wished to deny to women. It is every bit as ecstatic as sex but far
more powerful in its ultimate transformation.
Like sex, it shatters your every day life, your routines, and sense of
your own identity. It joins you to the
natural processes within nature in all their depth and beauty.
John Nash in the movie, A Beautiful Mind, tries to get a girl in a bar to skip over the
process of flirting and move on to what he says to her—“an exchange of bodily fluids.” This move does not work out for him. The girl slaps him and walks off as his
friends joke about how well he was doing until he opened his mouth.
When you are next to Istiphul, sex is not at
issue. There is an exchange of the
magical electrical and magnetic fluids of the masculine and feminine spirits. Like sex, your attention is focused on each
other. The physical world vanishes. One’s identity vanishes. You are in a magical realm. Time is suspended.
The only ting in your awareness is this
light within you and how it is being nourished, received, contained, sheltered,
and amplified through all the powers of bliss, pleasure, ecstasy, rapture, and
wonder. If you can not go into these
states of awareness, you do not want to go near Istiphul. It happens because nature itself contains
this process and she embodies it in her body.
From time to time I have been able to show
women I have known how to use this same kind of energy. Some women possess astonishing psychic and
magical gifts to transform others though magnetic touch. But once they follow my directions and
produce amazing effects, they quickly lose interest and do not pursue it. The entire world does not want them to do so. And as all the wise men of
our world agree, these woman sense that it is simply too dangerous to acquire
these abilities.
Imagine if women through touch or by using psychic
ability were to focus on a soldier returning from the war who has post
traumatic stress disorder. Imagine that
such a woman healer could get inside not just his memories but his brain and
nervous system too. And imagine that she
could take away that pain and stress returning him to normal life free of the
residual tension of war that unexpectedly at any time can be reactivated in his
nervous system.
If women could do that then they would not
have to stop there. They could enter
into the minds of the world leaders who caused the war in the first place and
heal them. Women have the ability to end
wars on earth.
I tell women who possess these abilities
about this possibility. But they think
only in terms of helping this individual or that individual. The idea of reducing the suffering of millions
of people assumes just too much responsibility.
They do not have that ambition. They do not
wish to exercise that degree of will.
They do not seek power. Perhaps
they feel that power of that nature reduces femininity into a male egotistical
action. I do not know.
I do know about the ideal of eliminating
war. I know that women have an essential
role to play in making this ideal reality.
It
takes a community of artists, magicians, musicians, writers, and healers to
create a psychological space in which this kind of feminine energy is welcome,
appreciated, and held in high regard.
This is not a warm, cuddly New Age kind of thing. We are talking about a feminine power so
great it can change human destiny and the course of history, leading us in
another direction altogether.
One wise man told me to stop using female
models to represent undines in my photography.
He said he was telling me this because my writing was so evocative that
I should not allow the beauty of the words to be contaminated by an inferior
form of artistic endeavor. For him, real
women do not have the ability in their souls to represent undines.
I
told him there was no point in writing a book on undines unless women learn to
acquire all the powers and abilities undines possess. My book is not fantasy like Rowling’s books
that are meant to entertain by taking us into a real of pure fantasy—how cute
and entertaining her writings are. Such nice descriptions and art. No, my book is for real women. It offers them power that they have never
possessed before. To do this one has to
assume risks. I am asking women to
discover the feminine powers hidden within them.
Etheric
Body
3/13/09
For
human beings, the physical body produces biochemical energy. This surplus energy is available for us to do
things with. We think, we act, we do things. The
etheric body is made up of this vital energy or life force. If you have a lot of vital energy, you may
feel like climbing a mountain, going dancing, or getting out and doing
something physical with your self. It is
a kind of get up and go feeling.
Istiphul’s etheric body has a different
feeling. Its vibration is like feeling one
with all waters of the earth. This includes the feeling of the seas giving birth
to life on earth.
The waters she feels one with are not the Atlantic
and Pacific Oceans. It is not the Sea of
China, the Gulf of Mexico, or the N. and S. Poles.
Think of one great ocean encircling the
planet as in perhaps The Great Sea. Istiphul’s etheric body has this vibration. It is an intuitive and psychic awareness of
the oceans of the earth and all other waters as well—the lakes, the inland
seas, the rivers and streams, the water tables, the rain, the water falls,
etc.
Sitting here meditating within the vibration
of her etheric body is to extend one’s awareness outward into all of these
things. But this is not just a present
awareness of the oceans as they are now. It includes the history of water on earth. Once the entire world was
covered in one vast sheet of ice.
She also remembers this.
There
is a science fiction story/movie about space explorers in the future traveling
to another planet with water covering its entire surface (from Stansislaw Lem’s novel, Solaris). In the story, the scientists discover that
the planet of water is intelligent. It
tries to communicate with the scientists by creating people who embodied the
scientists’ deepest unfilled dreams and needs.
The scientists were not ready for such an inner psychological journey
and sought to destroy the gifts that had been given them.
You do not need to turn to science fiction
for such an encounter. Istiphul embodies
this consciousness of all the waters of the earth within the very vitality of
her body.
A few days ago, I met a girl who has a degree
in oceanography. When I probe her mind
it seems clear that she views the oceans in terms of statistics, scientific
studies, maps of the ocean bottom, ecological niches for marine life, currents,
the movement of continents, etc.
No where and at no time during her degree
program in college did the professor say,
Now class, before you graduate, I want you just for
a few moments to experience the oceans of the world within your own
consciousness. Close your eyes. Relax.
Now feel that you are in this moment extending your awareness through
all the oceans of the earth. There is no
separation between you and the object of your study. Every fish and form of marine life in the
ocean now exists within you. Pass beyond
thoughts. Enter the realm of awareness
through which you feel the vibration of water as it encompasses the planet.
If
such a class assignment existed, we could call it an introduction to Istiphul’s
etheric vibration.
Another way to approach this is to focus on
your own etheric body. First you focus
your awareness on everything you can sense of your physical body: breathing, the
movement of your diaphragm, your heartbeat, the pressure on your skin,
digestion, the feel of your muscular system, your feet, legs, arms, neck, etc.
Then
you try to sense the vitality produce by the biochemistry and metabolism of
your physical body. If you take a deep
breath, you may notice an increase amount of energy, a readiness to act, in
your physical body. Screen out all
sensations and perceptions relating to the physical organism and retain the
sense of the readiness to act and you are close to vitality itself.
The etheric body can be imagined in the form
of the physical body but empty inside.
What is there is vitality, life force, the free energy in your body that
you direct according to your purpose. There
are nuances such as the difference between the vitality of the stomach, the
chest, the legs, etc.
But you can also sense one united field of
vitality within the whole inside of the body.
If you imagine cold water inside your body and that it has a magnetism that is
highly attracting, receptive, and able to draw things into itself, then this is
close.
For Istiphul, the feeling of her etheric
body is this watery magnetism. Except there is this difference. Though she may have the form of a woman, she
feels as if her etheric body extends though all the waters of the earth. Anything that water on earth touches she
feels as if she touches it also.
Anything that has water in it she can feel also.
With Istiphul’s etheric vibration within my
own etheric body, I try imagining someone.
Immediately, I can sense this individual’s aura, body, soul, emotions,
etc. If I ask a question such as, Why does this individual feel as she does about such and
such, it is as if that feeling is my own.
I can understand because I am inside of it.
If I ask, How would
this individual respond to such and such, I get a clear sense of that
also. Again, the other’s feelings appear
within me even though I imagine this person in front of me. The two of us are not separate systems of
energy. For Istiphul, two separate
beings are united by and a part of one encompassing magnetic energy field.
In other words, Istiphul’s aura is like the
magnetic field around a magnet. If you get near the magnet, its fields of force
automatically operate within and flow through you. The same with Istiphul.
She has intelligence and yet it is the energy
of nature operating within and through her.
I know women who have this precise ability
of Istiphul’s. But again, they are
extremely hesitant to explore it or apply it.
They sense that to do so is overreaching what is natural and safe. But Istiphul’s ability is itself nature in
its essence. These abilities exist to do
such things as offering healing and for establishing a near divine level of
empathy with anyone on earth.
What is it like to perceive the world
through an undine’s etheric body such as Istiphul’s? There is not a lot of concern with
humanity. When a magician contacts
Istiphul, from Istiphul’s point of view, the contact is fairly shallow and at
most temporary. Humans do not live long.
Their concerns are brief and not very profound.
They do not perceive the seas with any depth or wisdom, not like an undine
at all.
Istiphul finds something like a small bay at
night beneath the full moon with waves breaking on the shore and a current circling
around the bay to be an enjoyable experience. It is relaxing and enchanting. It is a place that nourishes life. It is like a beautiful piece played on a
piano. The bay is an artistic
achievement.
The North Pole—sitting
with her feet in the water in a small bay in twenty below zero weather, again,
during a long winter’s night. It
is peaceful and calm. It is a stillness
filled with dreams of beauty and love. It
is sweet and kind. It is gentle and
serene. It is a way of being without
having to do anything in order to feel pleasure and delight.
The waves of the open sea: there is rhythmic
motion, the wind and the waves dancing together. The white caps, the foam blown
from the waves’ crests—it feels like it is the wind blowing through her own hair. It is
very intimate.
Every lake has its own songs it is singing. She hears them. A lake reflects its surroundings into
itself. A lake’s songs are like a heart
softly pounding.
A thunderstorm at sea is exciting, the
lightning striking sets the skin tingling.
A level five hurricane in the Gulf of Mexico—She
feels the low pressure in the air, the water rising in the storm surge flooding
inshore.
But hurricanes in her mind never last
long. They are there and then they are
gone. Just when you
get to know the clouds’ cries. The way they take form and circle around,
and the howling wind, the storm dissolves. It loses its force and falls apart. Waves rise and fall. It takes an effort to make them roll. But the wind is fickle. It changes its mind in an instant and other
than the trade winds it is never constant.
What
would an undine like Istiphul want in a human lover? Like any lover, she would
like a man who knows her own heart. One
who searches her soul to discover her deepest secrets. Who is there to share in all that she holds
dear. Who will walk beside her and see
what she sees and feel what she feels.
In the
process of accomplishing just these things, she knows there will come a moment
when she and the man have become one being.
For Istiphul, this would fulfill an ancient dream the earth herself
holds in her heart. For Istiphul, when
man or woman accomplishes this, nature in its beauty, essence, and magic will
no longer be separate from human history. Our two separate evolutions will then work
together in harmony.
Astral
Body
This is a very loving sensitivity. Once again, the feminine has a natural and
divine role to play in unfolding all masculine paths of spirit and
development. The innermost essence of
men and women is interwoven together--the way the seed requires the earth to
take birth; the way the sun is the center of the earth’s orbit; the way the
stars are held in the embrace of infinite space; day and night together in
rhythm with the cycles of the moon determine the seasons of life and the birth
of new light on earth.
If the masculine is overshadowed by the
feminine, then the mind is lost. If the
feminine is controlled by the masculine, then the heart is lost.
Join the
magnetic field of Istiphul’s physical body and the all-embracing awareness of
the waters of the earth in her etheric body: What you then get is great sensitivity to the
inner life in another being. She
modulates her own energy with great precision to nurture and to insure that the
innermost vision within the other comes into being.
Romantic love sees two people loving and
caring for each other. They are deeply
involved. If they do it well, the needs
of one are the needs of the other. This
description focuses on the bonding. It
is oblivious to the inner life hidden and yet unfolding within them.
Istiphul
is all about what is hidden in the innermost core of your being. What is hidden is perfectly clear to
her. To love is also to insure that the
other’s life is fulfilled without regard to one’s self. Romance does not carry that degree of
unselfishness or detachment. Istiphul’s
love is the tender, sweet love of the maiden, the nurturing, protecting love of
the mother, and the wise, prophetic love of the crone all rolled into one
without separation.
If
you love another person, you would probably like the relationship to develop so
it reaches the point where the two of you feel a part of each other. It is an inner connection. It’s a feeling of being joined from
within. It is like an artesian well
constantly overflowing from the depths of both souls flowing through each
other.
The
feeling of being joined to another is one of the most precious gifts of
life. Istiphul like the spirits of Venus
are quite clear on this point. It is an
experience of the sacred that reveals and unfolds the paths leading to
perfection.
Love is not just wants and needs, desires
and possession. If you can remain
unselfish amid the pleasure, passion, the bliss, and ecstasy, then life grants
you special insight. It gives you the keys
that open the doors to the divine mysteries.
To be very clear, what Istiphul’s energy
does is to create an inner sacred space in which two are joined as one. The astral plane is a domain of images and
concrete situations similar to those that appear within dreams. Within a dream, an individual experiences the
events as if they are real. All the
normal emotions are present.
A dream can just take you further or put
things together in ways that everyday life often does not. In life, you can put your hand on another’s
arm and feel there is rapport. With
Istiphul, the feeling of rapport is such that both of you sense that the
feelings within the one are the same as the feelings within the other.
Once again, the development of science and
the modern personality required consciousness to attain a high degree of
independence from its environment.
Rational thought and analytic thinking require detached observation and the
systematic organization of knowledge into a conceptual system. And so we have turned our backs on the magic
of empathy and the development of telepathy.
By
necessity we have closed our minds to Istiphul’s way of loving. In a support group for any kind of addiction
or codependency, the politically correct approach is that you have to assume
responsibility for yourself. No one else
can do this for you. If you say your
feelings depend on another person, then you are weakening your own will and
ability to make clear choices. In
context, this cognitive emphasis on the autonomy of the ego has an important
role to play in self-development.
On
the other hand, life is also when endorphins are set in motion and two people
falling in love will often say things like: I
never felt fully alive until I met you; I feel like we have always known each
other; I can not imagine living my life without you.
Or, poetry in its study of first hand
experiences says things like this:
As I
place my hands on each side of your waist
Gently
moving down across the curve of your hips--
I find
myself in a dark forest at night
Following
the sound of one bird singing
Singing
to me of a dream
I let
fly away from me, escaping from my life to be free,
But now
it has returned, charmed by your beauty
And by
this touch upon your hips in this night of quiet ecstasy.
If you
held me within your heart
Winter
would no longer be cold
And ice
and snow
Would
be warm to the touch.
So it is with lovers—
As one stream
Their souls like water
Flow in and through each other.
To
summarize the above poetry, there is a time to be separate and independent, to
set up and to defend personal boundaries.
There is also a time to cross over and to overcome all boundaries in
order to join as one.
Love is such a time and a season of
life. It is not knowledge of the
external world. It is a celebration of
the wonder, joy, and mystery of being alive.
And it is the power that transforms both the inner and outer
worlds.
To put it simply, though rationality,
analytic thinking, independence and autonomy are critical to solving problems
in life, love holds the keys to the mystery of life. It is easy to forget this in our day and age. It is easy to deny this after two thousand
years of Western civilizations whose development has taken us in a completely
different direction.
In the cosmic letter CH (see my essay on CH),
there is a point that comes when an individual is free to choose for himself
the spiritual womb through which he is to be reborn. The spiritual matrix is a joint creation
between the individual, gathering together all the sources that inspire him,
and akasha—the realm of spirit that oversees and insures all paths of
spirit. You have to ask questions like,
“What do I need in order to become the spiritual being I wish to be?”
The same is true in love. There comes a time when two individuals get
to create the spiritual matrix through which their love for each other grows
and is perfected. A great opening
question in marriage counseling is to ask, “Tell me about when you first met?” Even couples separating with great hostility
can still recount with pleasure the magic in those first moments they spent
together.
What we do not ask in marriage counseling is
the question, “Share with me the vision of the quality and depth of love you seek to attain with
each other.” Or, “Tell me what your relationship would be like if the two of
you had learned to meet each other’s deepest needs?”
Our psychology simply can not ask these
questions because it has no understanding of this kind of empathy. For Istiphul, the need to defend personal
boundaries is never a problem. She feels
one with all waters on earth. Feeling one
with another is the most natural of things for her.
Water
flows. It adapts. It embraces. It gives of itself and receives in equal
measure exchanging energy freely back and forth. Sensing what is within another and joining
with it is simply water in its sacred power.
Does water need to justify its ability to flow, to give and to receive?
No. Neither does love.
If I focus on another person with
Istiphul’s astral vibration inside of me, slowly and gradually I feel my astral
body entering the woman’s astral body.
In a gentle way, I begin to sense her life from within. I sense her memories as if they are my
own.
At the same time, I view her life from the
point of view of a guardian angel. From
this position, I ask, What is the most natural way possible
for this person to grow so that her life becomes whole?
And
now a third things happens: I offer her my energy, my experience with life, and
my vision to whatever extent she wishes or desires to use them so that she can
feel more alive. If she desires, she can
see her self or her situations through my eyes.
If she wants, she can feel love as I love with my heart.
If she
wants my will, it is hers. If she wants
my magical abilities, she is free to use them instantly. There is no force or invasion here. No attempt to intervene or to suggest. Only a free offering of
oneself.
And if she wishes to join with my heart so
that we would never be a part, I am ready to give this gift also according to
her desire and her need to join with another to fulfill her dreams. No one has ever sought this from me. And no one has ever sought to ask this of
Istiphul either. It is not a romantic
thing. It is a way of being.
Another individual. As aspect of
magnetic love is its ability to get inside of you and renew you from
within. It is not a one time event. It is not confined to lovers. Like a mother or spiritual guide, it can get
inside of you and offer to renew you, sustaining a feeling of well-being and
inner peace that continues your entire life.
There is a difference between the stages we
go through in life. There is a difference between our inner emotional life and
the outer events of our life during these stages. There is difference between
our personalities, our innermost desires and dreams, and also the spirit within
us.
Magnetic love can sense clearly and encompass in acceptance and wisdom
all these different aspects of ourselves.
In this sense, it is like a companion on a life long journey. It is a spiritual guide. It is a confidant and a trusted advisor
offering the understanding we may never get from others.
It is an empathy that embraces all that we
are and offers support so that in our own time and in our own way we can
reconcile and bring together in harmony the different things that we are. Istiphul astral vibration offers this
empathy. I sense my self doing it right
now as I visualize and connect to another person.
The
woman has great darkness within her and great light. I encompass both. I feel within both aspects of her self. Within me as I do this there is no fear. No anxiety.
Only a tender understanding and calm embrace like a friend who will be
there forever as long as she needs me.
It is not getting on the phone and talking though
we do that as well. It is a heart to heart connection, a feeling that our lives
flow in and through each other.
All
the same, Istiphul is still an undine.
To feel and sense this kind of empathy, you need a feeling for
water—introspection, inner calmness, sensitivity, an awareness of the universe
of emotion that exists within us, a desire to connect to others, to love, to
share, to nurture, to envision the best.
Without these things, this empathy does not
thrive. As I think of about fifteen different
people, Istiphul points out the two individuals who she feels comfortable with
because these women have water in their auras.
One is like a sister. And another
Istiphul says has a great capacity to embody the sea within herself but it is
not yet her time to awaken to what is within her.
Istiphul
is more detached and objective than a scientist when she studies another
person’s astral body. She points out--these
things are what the person can do and these things are what the person can not
do. Istiphul can clearly see the
emotional limitations and restrictions that govern individual responses.
The other thing about her astral body is
that it is different from a human woman’s astral body. It is feminine to an extreme degree in being
completely passive. It receives into
itself and responds to what it is connected to.
Istiphul has no agenda. She simply uses all her skills to bring to
fruition what is inside of another. She
does not try to remake them or get them to do or be something they are
not. She is not after using the other
person in some way to meet her own desires or needs. Her astral body has one purpose: to see
clearly and to fulfill the innermost desires and dreams within another.
Many
women would consider this to be a tragic state of affairs. But you have to consider who you are dealing
with. Istiphul is joined to all of water
on earth. She brings immense magical
abilities to her work. You could
consider her an artist who creates beauty from what is hidden within others. The need to defend personal boundaries in
order to define identity is not part of her experience.
Mental
Body
As
compared to the pure receptivity of the etheric and astral bodies, Istiphul’s
mental body is extremely active, powerful, and dynamic.
Istiphul’s basic ability here is that she
aligns and modulates her own magnetic field of energy in such a way as to
heighten the power within another individual.
She takes desire and brings it to its full intensity and power. She takes an inner vision, some secret need
or dream or potential, a secret talent, a latent ability within the other
person and intensifies and empowers it so that it is seen and experience with
great clarity.
As an undine, Istiphul does not directly use
electricity. But she can use her
magnetic field so as to control and amplify the electricity in another
individual. By using the word
electricity, I am referring to the actual electrical impulses within the
physical body. And I am referring to the
more psychological or magical aspects of electricity which relate to will and
to power.
These are similar to electricity in nature
but more subtle. Lighting can strike in
the physical world. There are also
psychological and spiritual equivalents of lightning striking within the soul
and the mind as well.
A few examples. With Istiphul’s mental body
vibration in myself, the field of energy around me
immediately extends itself into whoever I think about as if the other is right
here in front of me. There an electrical
charge in the air. It is like taking a
12 volt battery and using that electrical potential. But it is not harmful. Rather it enters directly into the other’s
nervous system. It takes desire and
intensifies it and perfects it to it produces pure pleasure beyond what seems
humanly possible.
Franz Bardon describes Istiphul as a master of
erotic mysteries. She certainly has that
ability. The effects she produces are more
endorphins, dopamines, or adrenaline which the body
releases into the blood stream. She goes
directly into the nerves and takes control over them to produce the effect she
perceives is waiting to be awakened.
But
her intentions are not predetermined.
She observes what the other needs and responds to it. If another person is in need of feeling loved
in some way, she aligns the other’s astral body and etheric body in order to
produce that exact love within them in precisely the way the body and soul
craves.
On the
other hand, if the mystery of the other person is of a spiritual nature, she is
more than equal to the task. She can
take the innermost need within the other, reveal it as a complete vision, and
then enliven that vision so you feel you are one hundred per cent living within
it right now. She takes you into the future
that is to be so you can taste it, touch it, meet others within it, and
experience it in every way as being real and alive.
There is a woman who from my point of view
is an incarnation of Prajnaparamita, the goddess
Buddhists consider to be “the mother of all enlightened beings.” Her nature is
pure emptiness. Like the Jewish God, she
has no form. She is pure awareness, the
source from which the universe arises.
Istiphul’s mental vibration instantly enters
this woman and brings that Buddhist transcendent vision of attainment into a
living and palpable experience. What the
Buddhists do not tell you or talk about is that this “nirvana,” this emptiness
is also pure love. It is far more than
what Buddhists and others describe as compassion. It is all-embracing. It nurtures everything in the universe.
Having this seed of spiritual vision hidden
within a person would by necessity bring along with it tremendous
obstacles. A woman born in the Western
world in a major industrial city would have nothing surrounding her in the
culture, religion, philosophy, society, or art that in any way offers support
to her inner abilities. This emptiness
is in fact the death of the ego which is so incredibly important to the
functioning of any individual in our society.
Istiphul deals with the problem of the
dissolving of the ego as well. She
simply envisions for this person a powerful ability to act, to solve problems,
to be organized, and to lead others. The
transcendent function is still present but it operates by offering pure insight
to others so they can be more effective in their lives.
Whether pleasure,
completion, satisfaction, or fulfillment, the electrifying effect of Istiphul’s
mental body is to bring things to their height, to their greatest power so that
everything inside of you is brought into full consciousness.
Summary
Istiphul
uses all four of her bodies at once. Her
physical form and presence are extremely attractive beyond human
experience. Her etheric body possesses
the calm, serene, peaceful and relaxing flowing qualities as in being aware of
all the waters of the earth.
Her
astral body seeks the fulfillment and completion of the other’s soul
needs. And her mental body possesses the
power to intensify and to amply in order to bring all these things into
being.
Together, her effect is similar to what is
called an electro-magnetic volt in magic.
You condense into a small space a charge of electrical energy like ball
lightning. And you surround it with a
powerful magnetic field. Then you place
within these two layers of magical energy whatever dream, wish, or desire you
want to manifest.
It is like combining the greatest of will
power with the greatest of love. The two
working together awaken the vision, animate it so it
is fully alive imbuing it with dynamic power.
It then sustains and nurtures this vision with great sensitivity and
love until it fully manifests.
Istiphul’s presence is like a wish
fulfilling gem. But it works
automatically. Just being near her
produces new experiences. Her magnetic
fields flow through you awakening the deepest feelings of love and peace that
contain at the same time the equivalent of an electrical storm at sea except it
is within your nervous system--dazzling with its continuous flashes of light,
sensory stimulation, and insight.
Akashic
Body
Istiphul:
If
I had an akashic body as you do, the first thing I would do would be to form a
community of those who sense that the sea is full of energy. We would have great festivals and
celebrations in which water as a symbol and as a vibration is understood to be
sacred.
We would fully bring into consciousness the
ability of water to offer these gifts to humanity: clairsentience, healing
power, the joy of love, the ways of becoming one with anther, the nature and
depths of love as seen from an undine’s perspective, empathy as a divine
ability intended to transform humanity, the ability to overcome all separation,
the undine’s gift of seeing the future, of entering a dream so it is completely
real in the here and now, the ability to sense the deepest treasures at the
core of the self, and of course the ability to hold in your consciousness an
awareness of all the waters of the earth at once.
I would establish this on earth so that your
race tastes in full measure our beauty and grace. But lacking a human soul, I have no
commission to do these things. I am
forbidden to intervene at my own discretion without a human being acting either
as a medium or as a representative of my domain.
How
long have the oceans of the earth waited for mankind to discover that they
contain consciousness? How long until your race finds in its own soul the love
and peace my race embodies in every moment of time? How long until each of you loves with a love
that knows how to be one with another without separation so that each of you
understands how to assist the other to attain perfection?
These
are the very questions I would ask humans to answer. But these questions themselves can only be
spoken because you are lending me your spirit so I may speak.