Copyright © 2008 by William R. Mistele
Perfect Contentment
It
came to pass that in the third year
Of
the reign of King Cyrus, 537 BC,
The
wizard Shamal stands in a high tower overlooking the
empire.
(Shamal, whose name means North Wind,
Is one
of four in the history of the world
Who
has the power of Balaam to curse and to bless nations,
For
it is through Shamal’s magic that King Cyrus captures
Babylon without a fight.)
But
gazing down now at his left forefinger
Where
it rests on a page of the Mahabarata
Shamal reads the words of king Yudhistira,
“What
is your opposite?” And Yudhistira’s
answer? “It is my self.”
Not
to be out done by another,
Shamal says to himself,
I
have put forth the full power of my will to fulfill my destiny.
And
yet I see something still remains for me to seek.
What
is my opposite? Shamal asks himself.
He
answers his own question: “It is perfect contentment.”
Now
so great is Shamal’s power of command
He
can take a cup into his hands
And
speak a wish or even a dream
And
it will come to be.
So
he fills a silver cup with water to the brim
And
speaks these very words
Which
I hear now as if I am standing next to him
As
he drinks that magical essence
His
body and soul becoming radiant with its presence:
He
says,
With
my opposite I will now unite
Let
these waters be perfect contentment
Ah,
each moment a flower
You
hold in your hands
Its
scent dissolves time
So eternity
can shine
The
five senses now full of light, delight, and insight.
In
perfect contentment
There
is no masculine or feminine
No
strife and no opposition
No
desire and no need for satisfaction
There
is no longing, no heartbreak,
No
loss, no separation, and no grief,
Because
in this moment there is nothing missing from life
I
already feel complete.
The
wealthy and powerful of this world
Shall
seek this treasure but it shall remain hidden from them
Its
grace shall anoint lovers with serene fire as they lie together
But
then it shall slip away into the silence of the night
If
they fail to understand each other
Prophet
and priest
Mage
and sage
Who
seek this wonder
Shall
see it only in a vision of the future
Of
what can or shall be
Because
in their heart of hearts
They
are not yet truly free.
Flowing
into the Euphrates
There
is a stream
And
I can feel every drop that enters those waters
From
the falling rain to where
The
stream and the Euphrates meet the sea
Perfect
contentment is not just a human emotion
It
is also divine being--
Though
longing needs time to find satisfaction
Contentment
knows no boundaries
The
stream is as much a part of me
As
the blood flowing through my body
If
I think of the woman I love
I
feel her heart beat
The
breath in her lungs
The
moisture glistening on her lips
The
scent of her hair
The
taste of her skin
She
too is as much a part of me
Thought,
feeling, sensation, memory, and dream
Every
part of her being is within the realm of my perception
Shall
not perfect contentment lead love to its perfection?
The
stream, the woman, the awareness of divine being,
The
flower unfolding in each moment--
To
be one with these without separation
This
is what it is to be complete
And
after that moment
Shamal no longer used his powers to bless and to curse nations
Having
found peace inside himself
His
heart chose another direction.