Let me just share a comment on what is involved for me in writing poetry. Once long ago before I knew the ways of priests, magicians, and shamans, I was chanting in the woods. And two young deer sat down beside me. We spent the next two hours together. I pretended to eat hickory leaves from a bush and they ran beside me through the woods. But it was not good.
I knew I was on the brink of losing my human personality--if I remained a few hours longer with these deer among these trees where the light shines brown and green and the topsoil and the stream running down are the silent wealth of the hills. I would neither recognize nor understand how to place my hand and press my thumb to open the door of my car parked and waiting for me patiently at the mouth of the valley. Perhaps days, weeks, or months later, I would wander on to a road and be hit by a car or else be found starving and ill at the bottom of some hill at the edge of a ranch, suburb, or freeway. Then no medical doctor on earth would be able to diagnose the spirit within me. And so I chose to return to my car and be haunted from afar rather than to walk alone into the unknown.
But that was long ago. Since then I have learned the ways of shaman, of shape shifting, and transferring my conscious with ease into trees, rocks, stones, seas, every breeze, and other manifold forms of nature. And so now when passion reaches or falls on me it finds a kindred spirit, a soul with an inner land of forests, mountains, and seas where it is free to roam. Last night, for example, I was delighting in a ritual of passion and fire soaked in sweat like an ancient hunter who has transformed into the creature he is stalking. And so this poem of celebration:
I am the wolverine Wolves, mountain lion, and bear Flee from me or else climb trees To escape the fear I cause Because of the terror In my teeth, my jaws, and my claws Their game I claim as my own All this land I roam is my home The Goddess of the earth has declared it so She has placed this ferocity within me A gaze so cold, alone, and bold Others' hearts weaken The fire in their eyes dies-- It is wise they avoid me That they keep their distance They know that if I wished I could steal their soul life The way the moon steals beauty from the night Or the stars steal rapture From the dark emptiness of the void. Though my reputation is well-known Few fathom my inspiration-- I am the will that turns the seasons That changes night to day It is what I am I am its manifestation That is to say What shines in my gaze Is beyond mortal understanding You may think it odd I speak so openly, freely, and with eloquence But intelligence is no defense And reason is no shield Against the powers I wield I take what I need I leave claw marks on the bark of trees My smell is sharp I see in the dark The possibilities others' hearts can not conceive. I am the wolverine.Back to Stories and Poems